just read josh's blog
and he was talking about how sometimes we can be so
ultra over-the-top happy, one minute, yet find everything so meaningless the next.
is it because, what we are feeling,is nothing more than a shallow surface of what the real emotions are meant to be?

just because something did not last
does that mean it did not matter?

just because someone has started later,
does that mean his/her passion/love is not equivalent to one that has started earlier?

when can we do away with such mindsets and impressions.
you know i know we all know the theory behind everything.
but we choooose to ignore the what ifs and do what makes us feel good.
shallowness.

shallowness vs simplicity.
i dont know how to classify it.
when it starts,and when it ends.

by asking such stupid questions
am i being shallow.
or simplistic?


do i believe this is real
yes i do.
how do i believe it is real
i cannot tell you.
you may degrade how i feel
to a shallow happy high feeling
floaty on the airy cloud wheelala

i know myself.
i may look like i feel more than i think.
like my feelings override my mind.
but i have a brain
and i use it more often than you think.

just cos i look like i feel,
doesnt mean i'm showing what i think.

okay nevermind this is confusing i feeeel like i'm gg to faint anytime soon.
and the cramps are keeling me.