best friends forever : high school musical♥

Saturday, May 31, 2008

I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say
The way they feel about you

And I'm looking for someone who understands
How I feel
Someone who can keep it real
And who knows the way
The way I like to have it my way

And I'm looking for someone who takes me there
Wants to share
Shows he cares
Thinkin' you're the one that I've been waiting for
[chorus: 2x]
Is it you?
Is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?
I'm looking for someone to share my pain
Someone who I can run to
Who will stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with through the night
Someone who I can trust whose heart is right

And I'm looking for someone
And I'm looking for someone who understands
How I feel
Someone who can keep it real
And who knows the way
The way I like to have it my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there
Wants to share
Shows he cares
Thinking you're the one that I've been waiting for
[chorus 2x]
Take for granted how much I care (how much I care)
Appreciates that I'm there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of love to share

cassie-is it you
current fav song.
and bleeding love.

hahaha adam's reaction to my hair wasnt too bad.
overall lar.
aahaa:D

well,PL tmr.
had great fun today.
love saturdays!(: byebye!

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

say bye bye to curly wurly bobo.

and hello to cheenified barbie doll:

HAHAHHAHAAHAH.

i looook stupid i know.
=="

well these photos are for kiewu michelle and elo.
(:

enjoy laughing..

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

tagged by lifen!(:

1. How long will you wait for someone you love? haha i've never been into a situation like this before so how much you want to know depends on how long you will wait for me to answer this question lol.
2. What do you want to do now? watch movieeeee ahhhhhhhh watch movieeeeeeeeee.
3. What will you be doing at 6pm? either i will be watching tv at home or i'll be meeting people for dinner.
4. Do you hate your friends sometimes? i guess so. hate's as normal as love.
5. Where do you wish to die? on my bed. HAHAHA THEN NOONE WILL DARE TO SLEEP ON IT ANYMORE.
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after th rain? it depends on the rain ya, i think i learnt it in science before. ohh but i believe in the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow but never had the drive to run after it. HAHA.
7. What impossible things you wish to do? errr meet edison chen HAHAHAHA. aiyah alot of things ya know. the most recent being GOING FOR CLICK FIVE'S CONCERT! ahhaha. ytd i was shopping and i saw teenage magazine " win tix and passes to meet the click five" and i asked my mom if i could buy 100 of those to take part in the contest ahahahha.
8. Your darkest secret? YOU! WAHAHHA. kidding.
9.are you happy with ur life now? of course la if im not happy i wont have the mood to sit on my ol spinning chair and answer questions like these.
10. What if your crush asked you out? I'll hyperventilate. then faint. hahahaha.
11. Describe your other half. ooh lala. i like tough on the outside, soft on the inside. he doesnt have to love everyone, but definitely God and hello,me? LOL.
12. What feelings do you hate th most? loneliness cos you feel like jumping off the building and then you realise it doesnt work becuase i live on the 3rd floor.
13. Do you cherish every friendship of yours? ohh i know i might not show it but i do i do i do! :D
14. What are you looking forward t in th coming weeks?COMMON TESTS AND ASSIGNMENTS! haha. are you mad,of course not. errr holidays, sister back home, dance camp, hanging out with friends!
15. The most important thing in your life. God:D
16. Who do you hope t always be there for you? of course everybody like even a random stranger on the street cos you know that means the world isnt that bad after all. i love it when im stuck outside with no umbrella and a random stranger comes up and offers me hers. of course, so far i only encountered girls, and no guys. unfair. tv shows always have guys going up to shelther girls.
17. Do you find life meaningless? last time,yess. but having God in the driver's seat, havent felt that way for a loong loong time.
18. Who do you love th most? God. and myself? ahahhaa. YA LA NARCISSISTIC RIGHT.=x
19. What's the most gross thing u've done? you probably ask everyone who hang out with me.:D
20. What's your greatest wish? to be able to tell my mom, and receive a positive response and knowing i've got it in me to make everything work.
21. What hurts you(mentally) the most? knowing a friend deliberately hurt me.=(.
Instructions: Remove one question from above and replace it w your own.
Tag 8 people, list 'em down at th end of th post.
Notify 'em in their chatbox that they've been tagged.
1.Michelle.
2.Kiewu
3.Suern
4.Joshua
5.Cheryl
6.Cecelia
7.Eloise
8.Jeann

alright, im changing question 21 to....... what do you love best about yourself?
so you can like use that to booost your self-esteems yeahhh wahaha:D

yes i rebonded my hair.
HE REBONDED MY HAIR W/O ASKING ME.
=="

for some reason, it doesnt look as bad as the first time.
or maybe that's just me consoling myself.

it's flat..and CHEEENA I LOOK CHEENA I LOOK LIKE A CHEENA BARBIE DOLL.

ok stop.
you can see it on monday when i go to sch, or for church ppl.on sunday(:

DONT LAUGH BEHIND MY BACK OKAY IF U WANT TO LAUGH PLS DO IT TO MY FACE I'll WHACK YOU THAT'S ALL.

;)
im gna study today.
awesome right.

i didnt buy anything ytd except comics, WHICH ARE NOT TRASH.

jo, jo, dear jo, could it be you're finally becoming a nerd?
that sounds fairly entertaining.

buhbye now.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Thursday, May 29, 2008

helllo everybodayeh.

quick post.

had no lessons except for fp today.
there are two little girls there who make my heart melt,seriously.
i know, no favouritism.
=)

anddd then ahh i went to "study" at the track.
i love the track.
it has wind it has scenery (can be natural or man-made HAHAHA) it has peace.
i love the track!

hmm dance prac was funny,but not as funny as when there's zheng an around wahaha.
michelle has the sexiest and coolest "new yorks" ever woohoooo=DD

my partner is very ON about dancing and i walk out of the room feeling like im going to collapse.
how am i going to survive in DANCE CAMP!

and then i had the very good fortune to meeet DEAR KIEWU!, jiamin and yihui.
so went to botak jones for dinner with them + michelle+reuben+justin+joshua.

=) it was fun.

i guess nothing beats spending time with kiewu michelle cheryl eudora cecelia noelle delia..
missss being in the same class with you guys la!

hmm,and because of botak jones im really fulll and i need to sleep cos i've got engrish class tmr and that is one lesson u most certainly cannot be late for..

:D:D BYEBYE!

OH YES TMR IM GG TO HAVE TWITTISH STRAIGHT HAIR(KIEWU NO COMMENT PLEASE) and i dont have to comb my hair anymore YAYNESS!!

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

I'M SERIOUS

IT HAS GOT TO BE THE WORST, SUCKIEST PROJECT EVER.
why AM I LOOKING FOR HP COMPUTERS WHEN I COULD BE STUDYING ROARRR I HATE YOU IT IT IT IT IT IT.

and i am procrastinating doing my play assignment because it sounds so hard and scary.
i know there's more to what i took down in the video,but the video is soo boring!zzzzzzzzz

and fp tmr, aww man.
two make-ups.
everybody say U-G-H with me.

i need..
strawberry cheesecake...

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

hi peepsoes.

ytd= four hours on IT assigment,and it is still not completed.
dont you just want to kill IT?
i do.
lol.

today is the earliest i've reached home.
:)
and i am so sleeepy.
zzzzzzzzz

i saw a queenswayan on zee bus just now and hahahah for some weird unexplainable reason i wanted to wear the uniform again.
=.=

anyways.
I WANT TO WATCH THE CLICK FIVE CONCERT!!!!
$68.
sponsorssss???:D:D:D

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Monday, May 26, 2008

hey yaaaa.

testsss and deadlines are coming..EEEKKK.
i hate the pressure of deadlines,but then it's the only way to get things done,hahaa.

i shall go study after this.
child development test on the 2nd!
it's the bigggggie like most impt test of alll so i gotta ace it yooo.

today for play we did many unglam stuff like rolling on the flooor.
bouncing like hamburgers, hopping like french fries, spinning on our asses like onion rings, and swaying like milkshakes.
HAHAHAH ONLY TAN BEE GEK'S STUDENTS WILL KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT.

yes and winnie was hilarious today.
sophie please stop laughing cos once she starts i cant stop.

weeelllllllll i need to poo poo now.
so byebyebyebyebye!=)

i can only imagine;

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Sunday, May 25, 2008

we love IT dont we hhahahaha

back row shoppers!:D

hahaha i know i look so focused right.
livejournal shops are so entertaining;)
better than SOMEONE who was watching the covenent hahahaa.

green stringy gummies! and sophie's sparking teeth haha

yayyyness.

lunch at the alumni. yah thanks for making me look so stupid guys! hahahaha.

1c01 !:D

hahahahahaha this is why i am not going to pass my IT module..

;)

church was great today.
everything im praying about
reading about
hearing about
keeps coming down to vision.

i guess it's a reminder of getting started on my mission.
that it doesnt start only when i graduate.
it starts from right now.

and today i was convicted by the word "freedom".
all of us are chained down to certain stuff in our life,whether we like it or not.
and sometimes these things seem so familiar we dont even realise we're stuck.
everyone could be so much more if we could just break free.
i'm not claiming i want to be some pow-wow superhero
but i want to free people.
because in God, there is freedom.
there is victory.

do you wanna go to the place they call freedom?
do you want to see like the free see?
do you want to dance in the land they call freedom?
do you want to go?
do you want to go?

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Friday, May 23, 2008

HI!
im quite sure almost everyone from np knows what happened to me at night.

i very stupidly,sillily(i know theres no such word),idiotically,seriously.
LEFT MY LAPTOP IN THE TOILET!
I LEFT MY LAPTOP IN THE TOILET!
I LEFT MY LAPTOP IN THE TOILET CAN YOU BELIEVE IT.
and seriously.
if anyone had done that in twenty mins they would be running back to claim it back.
GUESS WHAT I WAITED FOUR HOURS UNTIL I ATE MY DINNER SAT DOWN TO DO HOMEWORK AND I REALISED I CAME HOME EMPTY HANDED?!?!?!???!?!

i know,stop tsking me and shaking your head.
that is so stupid foolish of me.

yes kiewu,I PROMISE TO TREAT MY LAPTOP LIKE A QUEEN.
I'll buy a nice cute backpack and i'll put my laptop in my bag.
i'll hug it wherever i go.
I'll NEVER LOSE YOU AGAIN MY DEAREST LAPPPY!!!!

hmm.
yes,breathe.

i mean look at it.
many laptops have disappeared cos they left it in school.
i left mine in the toilet for four hours, and it's still there.
dont tell me im lucky.
haha.
im not lucky.
it's by the AWESOMEST GRACE OF GOD!
the Lord really does the most amazing things.
when things seeem impossible, He makes them possible.
and i have to admit i was crying when i was asking around
i was praying real hard
my heart was beating so hard i thought i was gg to get a heartattack.
but noelle kept reminding me about placing my trust in the Lord.
thank you(:

Listen to the word of God and not to the words of men.

and thank you allll of you who tried to help me in one way another be it encouragement and stuffs.
isadora,sara,jiayi,sophie,alanna,kiewu,michelle,suern,yifan,reuben,noelle,cheryl.. and many more.

and of course
JOSH! justin and deslen.
thank you thank you thank you for going back to school and for tolerating my one sms per minute.
thank you thank you words cant express my utmost gratitude to you.
thank you for going into the girls toilet.
thank you SO SO SO SO SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i treat you i treat you okay.
next time if u like need anything from sch pls just tell me i cab down and help you okay.
:D:D:D:D

sidenote, i left my handphone in the toilet too, but i realised that in less than five mins.

the toilet is evil..

anyway
im so happy but my heart is still pumping so fast.

praise the Lord.
IVE GOT AN AWESOME TESTIMONY THIS SUNDAY!

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

sara! after s&w.. evan refused to put this as his wallpaper..
and i just realised we look like winter and summer hahahha.

hi beatrice u keep spelling my name wrongly.

yoyoyoyoyoyo.
i want to go shopping aiyah i cannot take it anymore the urge in me is rising and i cant contain it ANYMOREE.

AND MY SCH HAS SO MANY FLEA MARKETS AIYAH..
tmr alumni got one flea market butttttt im not gg to sch on saturday larr thats really really sad.
=(

three dresses for sixty dolllars!
and my very nice classmates kept asking me to buy when hahahaha i have five cents in my wallet..
i was like dying alr lar.
so many teeshirts and dresses..
and i really did myself in when i want to look at online shops..=(

anyways.
yayyy top ten in course? thats unbelievable la.
i feel so inspired to study even more now.hahaha.
it's not a big deal cos everyone knows those who are top at the beginning will not be at the top at the end.
but still, it serves its purpose of motivating me to put in my 1000% effort.
and i will! maybe just not for ITA..heheh.

ah yes i finally got to eat at Alumni last night and today.
good foood.
pls go there when u have a full wallet.
and my classmates are so funny i think i laughed more than i ate.haha.

hmm i dont really like projects ya know.
i prefer individual work.
but whatever ya, that totally doesnt apply when it comes to ITA i hate ITA.
although today's was a marked improvement cos i didnt feel like sleeping.
maybe its because jiayi was watching the covenent beside me and that movie has like four hunky dudes =DD heehee.

my goodness i think im high.
hahaahahah.

Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true
Deep down inside we want to believe they still do
And a secret is taught, it's our favourite part of the story
Let's just admit we all want to make it too

Ever ever after
If we just don't get it our own way
Ever ever after
It may only be a wish away

Start a new fashion, wear your heart on your sleeve
Sometimes you reach what's real just by making believe
Unafraid, unashamed
There is joy to be claimed in this world
You even might wind up being glad to be you

Ever ever after
Though the world will tell you it's not smart
Ever ever after
The world can be yours if you let your heart
Believe in ever after
No wonder your heart feels it's flying
Your head feels it's spinning
Each happy ending's a brand new beginning
Let yourself be enchanted, you just might break through
To ever ever after
Forever could even start today
Ever ever after
Maybe it's just one wish away
Your ever ever after

love thiss song
orhkay byebye!

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

thank God for friends like my classmates, reuben, and justin
who tell me what i cant eat and what i can.
who pull me away when i stare too long at m&ms and chips.
who glare at me everytime i sneak a snack.
who know when i cannot tahan anymore and they allow me ONE chip.
=)

this week has been so stoned.
but thank God i have no fp tmr cos of the whole jurong birdpark thing.
so i can wake up late tmr,whoopee:D

and thank God my project was done in one day.

i relinquished my identity as an impulsive buyer once again today.
bought a dress from clarissa at twenty bucks.
leaving me with practically only two dollars left.
so i had to scrape every single cent out just to eat a 1.70 bowl of tao suan.

awesome,huh?;)

tmr is dance camp sign up!
camp sounds so exciting and i want the teeshirt.
if i cant get the jacket i want at least the teeshirt.
so TMR
ming hong michelle and yours truly will be
very kiasu ppl to start stalking the dance room at five.
cos registration starts at six and they ONLY HAVE TWENTY PLACES FOR MALE,AND TWENTY PLACES FOR FEMALE.
and i am want to go~~~

we'll be like learning all the fun dances and serious techniques for competitive.
awesomeeeeness!
and i hope to be able to buy the shoes tmr.
wheeee!

bad thing:
having period.
and it makes me very very very lethargic and cranky.
grumbles.

alrighteys I KNOW SOMEONE MISSES ME VERY MUCH BECAUSE.
I HAVE BEEN SNEEZING THREE TIMES MANY TIMES.
muahahahhahha okay i know everybody misses me alright.

KIDDING!
heh.
im gg to..
slack/study.
hahahahahha.
and then i want to watch tv so byebye now!

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Monday, May 19, 2008

spending whole day at home today.
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assignments are like so excitingg huh
yes yes.

i cant eat chips to re-engergise myself.

tag replies:
josh: haha the whole poodle incident made him SOOO CUTE!!
sara: HAHA admit it man,you totallayy love my photos cos im like so cute AHHAHAHA
farhana: hahahaha this doesnt happen very often la!
clement: HELLO I BET YOU'RE CHUBBIER THAN ME..

sexy voice i dont want you anymore you may leave.
please leave.

Limitations of preoperational thinking:
- view things from a somewhat egocentric perspective.
- judge things by how they look
- focus on the before and after and ignore how things change
- have trouble reversing a process
- center on themselves and what they want
- cannot take the perspectives of the other person.

we are supposed to be well above this stage of cognitive development.
hahaha but we may not be as matured we think we are.

in some way or another,
in some situation,
we, yes,including grown ups, are still preoperational thinkers.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me