best friends forever : high school musical♥

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

suern singing!!! here are photos(:

unglam

joshie

THIS IS THE GUY WHO CALLED ME A GHOST/MICKEY MOUSE/TOILET CLEANER.

SUPERSTAR HAHA

why so sad josh?

he has a great sense of humour la,but it wasnt so great when it was directed at me!! lol.

high

classmates.

suern fan club on the 30th.

wah i cant wait for straight hair

hahahahahahahhahahaa jianing and her scratched screen, beatrice and her SAI.lol.

purposely dun want to look at me cos she knows i gg to disturb her. hahahaha.

went to work in sch today.

6.50 per hour,awesome man.

abit tiring ah,but fun.

hahaha but jianing and i left our laptops there!!

lucky i remembered.

then i went to support suern hahah

\okay today was quite fun but im tired

i very much wanted to talk longer to you

but sometimes i just cant, dont want to.

"i trust you ah. .. really?"

if you're not convinced that you trust me, then dont tell me you do, it defeats the purpose.

just because im in a different environment doesnt mean im gg to do a 180 deg turn and start to smoke take drugs and club.

just let me be 17.

let me do what i can do without you telling me not to.

let me make my own mistakes and know that im smart enough not to run around ruining myself.

guys are not diseases.

im not someone who has multiple boyfriends blahblah

im not someone who lets guys take advantage of me and all that.

so please dont go ape shit when i talk to a guy

or when i like a guy

what if.

i told you i really like a guy and im not playing and im serious and all i need is not you telling me its wrong, but giving me a chance to try, or at least letting me know you're not entirely against me having feelings for someone.

there, i said it.

but you cant read it.

let mothers, be mothers.

byebye.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

THANK YOU GOD!
THANK YOU MING HONG!
I HAVE A PARTNER WHEEEEE.

okay i know it looks exaggerated but you have no idea how desperate i was. ask kiewu justin reuben joshua.
hahahha.
then when i walked in right, michelle still can bluff me say i no partner.
but when i found out i was like OHMYTIAN THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!:)
haha okay super happy and hyper.
today's practice was confusing, but fun.
made new friends who are very funny and laughed like mad.

oh yes, no i didnt get free cone, the queue was so long lah.
i went to BUY A TUB HAHAHAHA.
cookiedough.xD
awesome.

oh yes dancing shoes: 90 plus dollars.
im gg to ask my mom if she still has her old dancing shoes.

WAHAHAH DANCESPORT!:D

oh yes i finished my assignment this morning thanks to the guidance of very IT-savvy classmates, love you guys.haha.

IT lesson tmr.
then i'll prolly go home and zzz and go back to sch at five to support my laoda in her singing!
then prolly run with josh.
i mean, behind josh, SINCE HE IS SUCH A GOOD RUNNER..yesyes.haha.

ookie so overall today was goodah and im gg to like,eat mangoes now haha BYEBYE!:D

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

PLEASE LET ME HAVE A DANCE PARTNER!
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.
.....
I dont want to end up joining some other cca=(
sighh.

TODAY FREEEE B&J!
Strawberry&Cheesecake, here i come!

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Monday, April 28, 2008

hi all.
am waiting for phone call so i popped in for an update.
and no im not online because if i was,i wouldnt be able to go offline.

STUPID IT ASSIGNMENT HAHA SO CONFUSING.
im gg to sch tmr to do it within two hours after S&W.

apart from that, everything is going on fine.
i am such a laughing monster, noone wants to see me laugh anymore cos it scares everyone off.haha.

tmr ben and jerry's yay

aiyahhh phone is ringing, byebye.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Sunday, April 27, 2008

gotta love the clique

we are happy people; haha.

yay i look forward to seeing my class outside cheers tmr.
:DD

I DO NOT LOOK FORWARD TO STUPID IT ASSIGNMENTS.
=="

but i look forward to ben and jerry's free cone day.
=DD ICE CREAMMMM AHHHHH.

okay ah jo's happy.
wahahha see everybody tmr!(:

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Saturday, April 26, 2008

hi all.
have been looking at past photos,gosh i miss my sis,kate and mom so much.
i wonder how they're doing..

I NEED WIRELESS AT HOME BECAUSE MY ASSIGNMENTS REQUIRE ME TO USE BOTH LAPTOP AND INTERNET..and i dont have..which means i gotta lug that thing to church tmr to use after service.
urgh.
chargers are heavy too.
=(

have been busy past week.
had the whole house to myself today
and i love it when it's just me at home, when noone bothers me.
time to myself.

All i want is to be
where You are;

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

what we did for the Play Module.
you so totally would buy that for your kids right! RIGHT?!
hahah see the leetle yellow cupcake wrappers, they're supposed to be "her" bosoms.HAHAHA.
then someone,i think beatrice, was like playing with it and isadora went" beatrice,stop playing with boobs!" then the teacher was still talking and my face was turning red trying hard not to laugh.lol.

groupmates! L-R (elaine,jianing,beatrice,isadora,khai,huiwen,me)

you gotta love her.

and us.
okay,that's supposed to be the sling for carrying the baby.
and since im my mom's big baby.. i figured...why not..hahahah.

haha yeah so crappily funny.
school's getting more fun,i think.
at least i dont dread going in the morning anymore.
wheehee!=DD

okieee im in a bored mood.
buhbye now(:

EH JEANN WHEN IS THE CONE DAY?!?!?

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Thursday, April 24, 2008

i was gg to post baby photos.
i really did intend to.
but the photo uploading thing is being very mean so yes.another time.

urhms, mom's bday ytd happy birthday.

urh yes sch starts at two and ive got no mood to do anything, NOT EVEN EAT CHIPS.

larrlurhdeee.

it feels like everything's going to close down on me anytime.
but i cant let it fall, gotta be strong.
i cant have self pity.
cos it serves no freaking purpose.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

hi all.
IT lesson was incredibly boring as usual.
we had this funny mini quiz and geeee did u know
monitors and keyboards are outputs.
scanner and i cant remember what are inputs.
yes anyway that was crappy.

anw after lesson went running...
TWO ROUNDS HAHAHAHH
AND I WAS DYING I DONT KNO HOW I PASSED NAPFA HAHAHA.
and i dont know how im going to pass NAPFA.
WAH I DONT WANT TO RUN ALR I WANT TO SWIM
HAHA
yah i know im so crappy huh.
lol.
two rounds.
ohmytian i cant believe i only ran two rounds and died lol.

and i bought a book.. using popular vouchers hahah they are not too bad after all it feels good to walk in and walk out without spending money.
it's called "Our Little Secret" by Duncan Fairhurst.
i know it sounds like another trashy romance novel but its not okay!
it's about a father's abuse, and a son's life destroyd and how he overcame the odds and all.
my lit tutor would have been so proud of me.
haha
it seems interesting, and i'm almost halfway through the book.:D

mhmm.
and so yes tmr class starts at two thank God.
got loads to do tonight.

sometimes things we hate to see happen to us
happens for a reason.
dont give up, dont give in.
the joy of the Lord shall be my(and your's) strength.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

hihi

a quick update before i leave for school.

past two days have been goood.

went to play taboo ytd with sara isadora and sophie.
hahahaha i laughed until my stomach hurt and i am so embarrassed i think my laughter's getting louder and weirder by the day.
" you squeeze the underneath to get milk"(cow)
" when you smile you get two holes"(dimples)
HAHAHAHA.

oh yes dancesport ytd.
i want to join competitive i want to join competitive.
it's been so long since pri sch?! that i danced ballroom again.
almost forgotten how much i enjoy it.

one big problem,i dont have a partner!
or at least one who wants to go into competitive.

sigh.
so anyone,ANYONE WHO KNOWS OF ANYONE..
tell me thanks.
can be from outside ngee ann.

yearh cos i dont want to do it for social that is superbly boring like seriously.
zzzzzzzzzzz.

okay so im feeling quite sian-ed cos of that and other thingamajigs.

im gg running later.
byebye.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Sunday, April 20, 2008

A waltz when she walks in the room
She blows back the hair from her face
She turns to the window to sway in the moonlight
Even her shadow has grace
A waltz for the girl out of reach
She lifts her hands up to the sky
She moves with the music
The song is her lover
The melody's making her cry

So she dancesI
n and out of the crowd like a glance
This romance is
From afar calling me silently

A waltz for the chance I should take
But how will I know where to start?
She's spinning between constellations and dreams
Her rhythm is my beating heart

So she dancesIn and out of the crowd like a glance
This romance is
From afar calling me silently
I can't keep on watching forever
I give up this view just to tell her
When I close my eyes I can see
The spotlights are bright on you and me
We've got the floor
And you're in my arms
How could I ask for more?

So she dances
In and out of the crowd like a glance
This romance is
From afar calling me silently
I can't keep on watching forever
And I'm givin' up this view just to tell her

my all-time favourite song.
it's so beautiful i cant take it.haha.

=)

to be

prayer warrior
friendly
focused
constant.

thank you Lord for everything
from dawn to dusk.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Saturday, April 19, 2008

ahahah sorry.
i forgot i wanted to tell everybody.
I WANT TO BE COMMITTED TO LOSING WEIGHT,OR AT LEAST KEEPING AT MY CURRENT WEIGHT.
BUT I ALSO DONT WANT TO GIVE UP CHIPS.
SO I AM GOING TO START RUNNING.
and change my white fatty chicken wing thighs.. to NICE MUSCULAR TONED LEGS.

yes i will.
roarrrr.

so. since i end sch wed at ten.
i shall run.
ANYONE WANTS TO JOIN ME
so far, if he has no lesson,reuben has offered.
ANYONE ELSE?
please i need the motivation.
hahahaha.
i also need a couch for me to colllapse on after the run.

and yes shumei and sis qiuyan are talking abt around the estate runs.
save me!

but for the sake of my health.
yes.running it shall be.

or swimming, but who goes swimming often?
nobody,exactly.
hrmmps
my laptop will die in thirty minutes, then.. I HAVE almost two more hours to wait.
hahaha
byebye!:D

i cant finish my packet of chips,can you believe it.
it is a miracle.

it is a sign.

to a NON FATTY ME!

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

hi all.
am currently at church snacking on non-aussie chips.
i love freee wirelesss.

anyways.
noelle came over to my place to use my comp cos hers crashed.
i remember when my comp used to just shut down on me
and i would cry and kick the cpu heehee.
my acer days are long overrr!

i love fujitsu now, NO KIEWU I DONT LOVE MACBOOK ITS SERIOUSLY UNSEXY HAHA.

yep,then went for Audacious Fervor prayer meeting.
where we went deeper into what Ignyte Ministry needs, and how to go deeper into praying for our generation.

and one thing i felt that all of us really need,is faith,
faith that is undying, faith that is strong.
faith that would increase with every passing day with the Lord,
faith that will grow in WHATEVER circumstances.

you know,many times we simply choose not to do a task
because we lack the faith.
faith doesnt only mean belief in ourselves.
it also means belief in God,
and whats not to believe when He is so mighty and great?

yup so let's stop being people of little faith
but let our faith lie in the one who created the earth and the heavens!

3 hours plus more..
backside is going to crack.
aahaha.

yay i love the song
"voice of truth" by casting crowns
never fails to make me think.

but still,my all-time favourite song has to be
so she dances by josh groban.

wheee.

alrightes.. have fun all you people byebye!

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Friday, April 18, 2008

hi everybody.

met cheryl and michelle for lunch today.
gosh i miss them so much.
i miss going crazy with them urh.
=DD

anyway, 3 hour IT tutorial today.
zzzzzzzzzzzzz.
i spent 3/4 of the time chatting to huiwen, aka taitai banana numbuh one.
hohohoho.
and i discovered the webcam.
=DD

yes the teacher was like..no online chats.
and everyone were like typing furiously on their keyboards.

okay im on the phone now so another time ya byebye.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Thursday, April 17, 2008