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Wednesday, May 30, 2007
:DD

loads to blog abt today!
i think.
Pirates of the Carribean!
GRREAT SHOW!
im beginning to like Jack Sparrow.
what Ivan sees in Davey Jones,i dont know.
HE DIED ANYWAY.
HAHAHAHHAHA.
Will Turner Lives!
kind of.haha.
AND..a little tip.
when you watch movies in the cinema,
ALWAYS wait until the credits are over.
firstly,to give due respect to the many people who worked in the production.
Secondly, there's always a short clip after the credits!
at least for pirates.
when noelle and i went to watch,
everyone left immediately..
and they didnt get to see the clip!
HAHA.
noelle was like "suckers!".

anw,
today had a studying session at Island creamery.
spent like threee hours today.
it was an okay session.
did my probability ws and half a exam paper.
hahah.
and ate one cup of ice cream.
i was seriously expecting myself to eat more than that.
but the fresh banana was having fun in my tummmy.
too much fun.
yupyup,
then we took photos.
funny ones,stupid ones.
lol.
02 ppl can do crazy faces, 04 ppl need help in doing so!
ahhahah.
was there with ziyu,sylvia,noelle,cecelia,and weihao for a short while.
hrmmhs.
after that went home with noelle,ivan and his friend.
is it weikang or sth.
hahha.
yupyup.
had fun today.
tmr no SCHOOl
YIPPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
can sleep till afternoon.
hoooooooray.
i shall overwork my aircon.
=DD
oh yes,i love
"Would you be there" by redwan ali.
the nine pm show song.
NICE NiCE.
sappy,but nice!!

Would You Be There
If i were blue
Would you be there for me
and whisper in my ear it's okay
would you stand by me
let me hold you tight
and say you love me one more time
If i feel (something)
would you slow dance with me
and touch my lips with tenderloving care
would you die for me
would you run with me
and never look back

would you be there to love to be with me
would you swear that your love is always true
would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away
would you be there

if i were away
would you still think of me
and wished you could hold me now
would you die for me
would you run with me
all the way

would you be there to love to be with me
would you swear your love is always true
would you say you would always be the one
to take my breath away
would you be there to save my soul tonight
would you swear your love is always true
would you say you would always be there
to kiss my pain away


TOLD YA IT WAS SAPPY.
but nice.
(:
mmmm.
i shall go play neopets.
sorry for the borinng post.



OH YES. a recount.
i was at the sch library.
and i commented to cecelia that the dustbin in the library was the cleanest dustbin i've ever seen.
and like two seconds later,
this girl directly behind me said the exact same words as i did.
HAHAHAHHA.
a coincidence?
i think not!
cos when i looked at her she didnt meet my eyes.
LOL.
i should start thinking highly of myself and start copyrighting everything i say.
like, JUST KIDDING for a start.
hahahahaha.
JUST KIDDING.
yes,really,just kidding.
LOL.
byebye.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Monday, May 28, 2007
WHEEEEEEEE!!!!

MANY THANKS TO THE PEOPLE WHO TRIED TO CORRECT ME ON MY TAGBOARD.
yes,im convinced chinese is NOT my forte.
=)
but you know what?
I DONT CARE.
do you know why i dont care?
BECAUSE CHINESE O LEVELS ARE FINALLY OVER.
TODAY.
YES,about two hours ago.
it ended two hours ago.
i could breathe normally without having the need to cry two hours ago.
NO MORE INTENSIVE CHINESE LESSONS!
-waves at zheng laoshi-
BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE.
okay,actually i also dont know why im so happy.
it's not like i'll get a distinction,so i STLL have to retake.
BUT.
for NOW.
HIP HIP HOORAY!
DOWN WITH CHINESE.
OH YES,many thanks to those who msged me and encouraged me all the way to the end of the paper.
i really needed and appreaciated it.
like,i woke up from a nap ytd,and when i realised i had chinese Os today,i actually cried.
YES,CRIED.
cried more than when Aslan died.
ahaha.
weird right.
like,of all things..cry over..CHINESE?!!
Anyway,i should be able to pass.
my paper one was alright(i interpretated the question correctly,thank God.)
paper two..was not as bad as mid years!
like mid years,i was SO prepared to give up.
dont know was it because bro adrian msged me "GO PASS JO!", or what.
but i could do paper one.
YES,i could actually gather some marks.
haha.
not A-marks,but Pass marks.
yesyes.
but, if i could NOT retake the exam,it would be great.
i dont know how i can last another half a year of cheena.
do you think the examiners will sympathise me if i wrote them a letter explaining my plight?
EXAMINATION MARKERS,ARE YOU READING THIS?
this is a desperate plee from JOJOtheBOBO.
she has been forced to retake her exams.
any other option of freedom has been stifled..
PLEASE PLEASE take pity on her.
and let her off.
just the thought of chinese sends shivers down my spine.
BRRSSKKK.

ENOUGH OF CHINESE LA.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
i dont care scooter is what-che or motorcycle-what che.
aiyoh,and suern,i cant believe you know what flyover is in chinese.
i tell you,it's FEI GUO QU!!
HAHAHHAHA.
i dont know why im so amused by that.
feiguoqu.
LOLOLOLOLOL.

OHYEAH,sunday was the movie event.
AWESOME MOVIE!
im thinking of renting it and watching the parts that were edited out.
i thought the lead actor was pretty goodlooking.
the Makayoni or sth.
hahhah.
he has nice eyes.
ooh,the show was very very touching too.
yes,i cried again.
hahaha.
jeann and i kept pushing out fingers into our ears.
hahahahah.
and she kept hiding behind her jacket.
ahhhah.
we cannot watch movies in cinemas la!
the dolby sound thing doesnt work for us.
haha.
ANYWAY,this movie is highly recommended.
End of the Spear.
go watch go watch!
right,after that i went for the auditions.
hahaha.
so funnae.
i was a bimbo.
YA, HOW SUITABLE FOR ME RIGHT.
.....
ANYWAY,i dont know how i did,but it was fun!
right,josh?lol.
after that met my momsies,bro,and sis in law at Plaza Sing..and guess where i found them,AGAIN?
YES,MadeWithLove.
obviously i wasnt going to walk around the shop AGAIN,so i had a milkshake.
and they were there for two hours.
groannnn.
i know the things there are very nice and all..but.....
i guess im not a marathon shopper.
hahha.
but i saw this green paper with green arrows all over!
and i thought it was awesome!
Note:see nice paper,just grab.
cos it wont be there forever.
HOW TRUE.
i went back, and it wasnt there anymore.
sniffs.
it was so niceeee!
GREEN ARROWS!
i had a great theme for that paper alr la.
sigh.
i dont mind getting started on scrapbooking.
my mom alr started.
and it seems so interesting.
:D
and i want to do it for my friends.
but my fear is once i finish it,i'll probably want it for myself.
HAHAHHAHA.
okieokie,im supah tired.
seeeeeee ya-(:

NO MORE CHINESE,
NO MORE TEARS.
use johnson&johnson.
HAHAHAHHAHHAH.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Saturday, May 26, 2007
Into The Wardrobe!

today,went to Adam again!
yepyep,met the guys at church.
had a newcomer, ivan's friend.
haha.
he's kinda funny.
but not funnier than me.
WAHAHAH.
anw, watched Narnia.
they edited many many parts, but it was just as enjoyable.
YES,i cried when Aslan died.
then the guys were like..OH NO..she's crying!!
HAHAH.
but i didnt need a tissue.
my tear ducts werent working properly.
hmm..peter's quite the goodlooking warrior!
everytime he was on full screen,i'll start nudging ivan and he got quite irritated.
haha.
after service, caught up with the girls.
then we were all talking abt chinese o lvls
MAN,i am the worst among them!
lol.
we promised to msg each other our results.
sighh.
i am truly the worst cheena person around.
i didnt even know what energy in chinese was!
and reuben kept laughing at me.
bicycle: jiao ta che
traffic light: hong lu deng
chinese person" HUA REN
scooter: xiao hai zi ta de ziao che.
HAHAHA.
sports car: yun dong che
HAHAHA.
FARRER FLYOVER: fah rer fei guo qu.
HAHAHA.
as you can tell, the hilarious,ridiculous ones are made up by me.
there were more, but i cant remember.
hahahahah.
HRMMHS.
ate at macs, then had a goood time, as usual, crapping with the guys.
OH YEAH.
delia has glow in the dark green shoe!!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
i know i told my mom i didnt want another green shoe,but now i want!
it's a crazy addiction.
lol.
i told myself, NO MORE GREEN STUFF, but i bought jeans with green colour inside.
ahha.
i think it's so cool,even if only i can see it.
AHHHHHHHH.
anyway,back to just now.
errr.
it was nothing really.
but i just liked the feeling of having dinner with them.
it makes me feeel good and happy!
sighh.
noone can make me feel the way i feel when im with them:DD
sighhh.
i feel so happpae now.
byebye!
oh yeah,Survive tmr!
=)
and im gg for auditions tmr.
WHEEE>
today,happy happy.
ZAI JIAN.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Scary?No,not really.

Meet-The-Parent's Session.
something that normally didnt freak me out ALOT,
but scared the living daylights out of me this time round.
yes,as everyone should have known by now,i did really badly for my mid years..
with L1R5: 21..far far away from my target.
i got like four c6s and c5s, two b3s, and one a1..
so on and so forth.
bottom line: IT WASN'T GOOD.
BUT.
can i just say i love mrstoh?
SHE MADE IT ALL BETTER!!
you know,NOT a single bad thing was mentioned.
(i heard everyone got the same all-positive-comments treatment)
and and, she makes me feel like i can go to a JC.
cos my mom was sharing that she would rather i go to a poly,cos a JC might not be right for me.
but Mrs Toh was adamant about me going to a JC!
she was like,NONO,jolyn must go JC.
cos her humanities..blahblah.
i believe she can, i think JC would be better for her.
and im like...WOOHOO.
and my mom now supports JC.
ahahhh.
now it all boils down to my..
perseverance in studying!!
yupyup.
i think mrs toh's really cute la.
hahaha.
i think my mom said sth funny,and she started laughing in that amusing way of hers.
like hurhur..hur..hur.
and im like.....WAHAHAAHHA.
anyway!
that's just abt what i wanted to say.
oh yeah.i bought a new pair of jeans.
and other stuff.
and i went to billy bombers for dinner even though i wasnt hungry.
shared naked burger with egg,bacon and mushroom with my mom.
and had cookie and cream shake for myself,and choc malt for my mom,bro,and his wife.
it was a huuuge mistake.
you know,it's alr the next day,and im still feeling the "fullness" from last night.
BURP.
YES,i burped last night.
you know i NEVER burp.
and this proves how full i am.
crap.
crap.
crap.
i hope i can still fit into my new jeans.
AHAHAHHA.
i feel FAT,you know?
but guess what?
i dont exercise either.
BAHAHA.
ok,i think im weird.
byebye.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Thursday, May 24, 2007
wee hours

HELLO.
it's coming to twelve.
and jobobo here has been pretty wonky.
guess what she has been up to?
NEOPETS.
yes,that thing that was supposedly so "in" before maple was out.
ahhaa.
ok,maybe it was never in,but i logged in pretty much everyday in the past.
ahahhha.
ANW,im back!
i was superbly bored,and i remembered neopets had this game called meerca chase.
hah
then i forgot all my accounts and stuff.
a little trivia.
i had around five neopet accts.
it was for gaining as much neopoints as possible,and helping me in my faerie quests.
yes,i was a diehard neopets fan.
although i didnt really like taking care of a pet.
it was a waste of money.
i fed my pets really well though.
i made them bloated everyday so i wouldnt have to worry abt them.
and i rarely sent them to the battledome.
it was always the money tree and soup kitchen.
i am such a cheapskate.
it's just fun to play games and see your NP increase and increase.
made me feel so rich.
hohoh.
anw,im not gonna start again.
just wanna play the games like
"whack-a-staff-member"- one of my faves.
WELL.
why in the world am i talkin abt neopets.
told ya i was wonky.
Tmr's meet the parent session.
geeeeeeee.
im half scared,half cant care less.
anw,im looking forward to the shopping after it.
feel like i haven shopped for ages.
right,kiewu?
hahaha.

SO.poly's looking more and more interesting to me.
=DD
i think i might end up in Poly after all.
so much for all those dreams where i was in ACJC uniform.
haahhahh.
Oh wellies.
im so tired.
and there's stupid chinese at ten tmr.
AHHHHH.
WHY CHINESE.
grrrrrrrrrr.
ok,i know you're bored of my rants on chinese
but i just cant help it.
and i cant believe ppl actually score in chinese.
how,why?!
oh,speaking of languages.
we had an english re exam today.
i suppose our results really sucked the last time round.
but today was so not a good day for a re exam.
i was superbly tired.
yeah, and i couldnt keep my eyes open.
but ms buga kept staring at me so i HAD to look busy.
thank goodness for the second period mdm sim took over.
so i finally got to sleepp!
i finished my summary then i went to sleep.
oh,it was good okay.
SLEEP really SHOULD be incorporated into our timetable.
it does wonders for the exhausted soul.
:DD
and yes,im exhausted now.
but i refuse to sleep until i have finished my game.
hohhoho.
ok,let's blog abt past day events.
wemt for the ACbarker's Inspire.
showcase of their SYF performances.
first up was the dance item.
NICE!
no,im not saying that JUST because of that cute angmoh looking guy.
ALTHOUGH,you know,he was really quite cute....*raves on and on*
okok.
next one was the choir.
i have to say,i wasnt very impressed by the first two performances.
but their last song was good,although i didnt understand what they were singing.
then they had DRAMA!
haha.
i thought they were awesome!!!
super nice!
although they all spoke a tad too fast,but i enjoyed it alot!!
and cos one of them was jeann's friend,so i whispered to joan" jeann's friend is really funny"
and joan gave me this "WHAT?!" loook.
and im like,whaat?
and she said she thought i said HUNKY.
HAHAHAHAHHA.
and i laughed like mad not only because there was NO LINK, i hardly used the word hunky.
and the image that came to my mind when she said that was bodybuilders!
HAHAAHHAHAHA.
how disgusting.
ah,we had intermission,and the girls went on a mission to look for a female toilet in a guy's school.
=="
haha.
then everyone didnt dare to ask,which is sth i didnt understand.
it's just the toilet!
ahahahha.
found it in the end:D
hiphiphooray.
after the break,came the band and chinese orchestra.
pretty good.

HMM.im really tired!!
AND I HAVE TO FACE TWO HOURS OR MORE OF CHI TMR.
wish me luck.
goodnight.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Boring.(:

HELLOO.
dont read unless you feel like you absolutely have to.
hahahaha.
im 5th in class.hahaha.
sounds great huh,but i cant even get into a JC.
hahaa.
my L1R5 was 21.
oh well.
it's just the mid-yrs, if i work hard i should be able to get at least a 14 right??
that's my goal by the way.
i dont think i can ever get in SAJC or ACJC.
haha.
maybe Ngee Ann Poly.
then i'll go over to Aus.(:
PLUS,there's no chinese in poly!
have i said how much i hate chinese?
yes?
i'll say it again.
i hatee chinese.
hahhaha.
today eudora came to my class and asked to talk to me,
and my chinese teacher turned to me and asked ME what is it abt.
and im like how would i know?it's my friend who wants to see me,not i want to see her.
and she started muttering some weird thing which i didnt understand.
ahha.
it was probably chinese, but like i said, i hate chinese, so it's my fault that i didnt understand.
BRSSK.
i had many many chocs today.
courtesy of mrs toh.
gee, i wonder how rich she is.
it seemed like she spent fifty bucks on each class.
hmms.
and im involved in this mentoring programme.
they call us research assistants because it's the first time they're trying it out.
of course, we all know it REALLY means guinea pig.
but oh well,it sounds cool ya.
Research Assistant.
hahahhaa.
like one more step to becoming a scientist!haha.
it sounds great in theory,
but it wont work out cos the only thing i can teach is humanities,which needs no tutoring.
plus the fact that i dont know how to teach humanities!
there can only be one ms leong.haha.
AH WELL.
im quite the tired now, shall take a nap.
see ya(:

i cant wait for the weekend.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Monday, May 21, 2007
pictureess

crazy love:D




anyone who can love us after seeing this pic, truly deserves our love.hahaha.
how to be a cheapskate:step one



and we're always doing the same toilet photo.
how to be a cheapskate:step two



cecelia and noelle are doing the wide-eyed-innocence look,and im doing the hair over one eye look.




YEAH,we decided taking twit photos for a change(:




lovely,lovely. i miss them!(:
beautiful
one-of-a-kind=DD


AHAH.
nice pics,yeah,nice pics.:DD
lol.
hrmpphs.
today my stupid chinese lesson was extended to 21/2 hours.
URGH.
i almost died.
my hatred for chinese has hit the max.
lol.
i never disliked chinese so much before.
can you imagine..chinese in JC..
poly's beginning to look more appealing.haha.
LALALAL.
im quite tired, so shall blog another time.
buhbyee.


it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Sunday, May 20, 2007
SPIDERMAN!

hello!
im kinda crazy over spiderman a.ka peter parker(cutest nerd ever).
okok,let's gush about his big blue eyes.
ah,those dreamy, blue eyes that pierce right into your soul.
SIGHS!!!
=)
okay,dont mind me,im in one of my eyecandy frenzy.
:DD
PeterParker!
he's so nerdily cute,which is the cutest of the cute,you know you know?
hahaahha.
then then,he has the superhero charming.
you know you know?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
oh man,im crazy.
lol.
but spiderman's just so so so awesome.
my favourite superhero!!:DD
spidey spidey!
but,i still HATE spiders.hahaha.
i just like spiderman.
:DD
can u imagine how cool it'll be to have a spiderwoman.
lol.
eeeew.
so unglam to be climbing up the walls like a spider.
AWRHHH.
alot of ppl said spiderman 3 wasnt good,but i dont understand why.
i thought it was AWESOME!
i loved it,LOVED IT.
haahhahha.
i dont mind watching again!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
we should have a spiderman marathon.
WOOHOOO!
i think i'll go crazy.
mmmmmmmm.
my granny cooked spaghetti,and i shall go off to enjoy spiderman2 with no distractions.
byebye!(:

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Friday, May 18, 2007
A better day!

AH,today was a mucho better day,thanks to the although not awesome,but better results!
here goes!
Combined Humanities: 75/100. MY ONLY DISTINCTION.
DID I TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE HUMANS?
MY SAVIOUR.
MY HOPE.
MY JOY.
haa. slight exaggeration,i know.
Physics: 47/85..which means..
Combined Sci: fifty plus.. C5 la.
Pure Geog: MCQ:29.40
Section B: 65/100
67- B3
OH yeah, Eng overall was sixty plus.. b3.
SIGH,Gary Tan expected an A..SO DID I.
grrrrrrrrr!!!
ANYWAY.
reflection time!
sigh..i could have done better..so so so much better.
and i will.
just that the thought of intensive chinese training..
makes me....
so....
lethargic..................
ANYWAY.
noelle and i laughed ALOT during chinese today.
i kept making faces at her and her table wouldnt stop shaking.
i think i have a knack for making faces.
:DD
SO unglam ya, i know.
do i look like i care?
NGEAH.-scrunches face-
oh yeah,then noelle and i started playing chopsticks,you know the game?
the one that requires minimal thinking with the fingers.
yeah, we played,and i won once,and noelle wouldnt stop pestering me to play cos she wanted to win me.
well.
guess what?
i won for
11 consecutive rounds.
ELEVEN!
:DD
im so proud of myself.
yeah,i know it's childish.
but,IM childish.
hehehehe.
-giggles-
blarhblahr.
i have no inspiration now,thanks to noelle.
she squeezed the life outta me.
see ya.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Thursday, May 17, 2007
Now what can ease the disappointments?

This was an exam that i truly got stressed over.
i was christened"cucumber" in the past cos i was really really like cool during exams.
like, i can watch tv for three hours and spend maybe one hour reading through papers.
one minute before the paper starts,and my mind is on what happened during that episode last night.
But this mid years was different, so different.
weeks before my exams, half my hair was already gone.
yes, i missed my period, and i couldnt sleep for fifteen minutes in peace.
before my fifteen minutes of nap was up i would just sit up and start throwing papers around.
ARGH.
breakfast,lunch, dinner was non-existent.
they were a waste of time anyway.
i just needed chicken's essence.
haha.
my meals were never before eight.
always around nine of ten.
and i never finished my foood.
eating was a complete waste of time,but a great joy for me.
haha.
my mom had to force me to leave the house,to actually go out, and to watch tv.
i always thought a parent's pressure was bad.
i didn't know mine was just as bad, if not, worse.
ARH.
and guess what?
my results are worse than before.
yes, can you believe it?
it was the only exam that could make me breakdown in my sleep and during study periods.
yes, and noone in the house knew.
everyone assumed i was under control.
everyone assumed i was studying my best.
everyone assumed i would find this mid years a breeze.
everyone expected great results.
well..im disappointed.
and so are many people.
including my teachers,and soon enough, my mom.

well, here goes the results i've gotten so far.
eng paper 2: 29/50.
YES. i could have cried.
it's not even a distinction.
it's a B3.
YEAH, how humiliating and disgusting is that?
i wince everytime i think of it.
it's unthinkable.
it's just, horrible.
one of my pride and joy has become my..
UGH.
let's not go further.
it's ONLY the mid years. right???
RIGHT??!!
Chinese paper: 49.3/100
YEAH,i failed by that small margin.
i passed my oral,surprisingly.
the teacher must have been VERY merciful.
thank God.
i did pretty okay for my paper one and listening compre.
but the paper two killed me.
yes, i got 13.5 upon dont know what.
just know it was waay below fiftypercent.
CHINESE.sigh.
oh yeah,one of my classmates failed CLB.
haha.
so amusing, but it could happen to me too.
Bio: 53.5/85
urh.kinda expected..
b4.
Amath: 40/80.
yeah,i just passed.
so i've got QSST and a retest.
gee, a retest!!
AHHHHHHHHHH.
addmath.
it's okay.
I KNOW i can pass it.
SO i WILL.
just wait.
Emath.
this subject, almost made me cry.
mr chng asked me out and told me i failed.
and he said he didnt understand cause apparently i've been doing consistently well for his tests.
and he was disappointed, but he wants me to do better for prelims.
and i was stunned,i tell you.
i came back to class like everything was alright.
but i was shaken,seriously.
i might not have studied as hard as some people for emath,
but i dont fail emath.
i just dont do up to expectations, but i simply DONT fail emath.
yup, so i was quite down..and when i got back my paper.
i was so going to cry.
like my eye was so full the tears were going to drop ANY minute.
BUT, i was never one to cry over results..(unless it's major exams)
So..duh. i sucked it in!ahahah.
and i didnt really talk to anyone but just kept flipping through my paper without really taking anything in.
yeah,but turns out i got 5 marks extra for my paper two for two questions marked wrongly.
and i passsed!
54, but still, passed.
sigh, disappointing, but im determined to put in more effort for the prelims.
I HAVE TO!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
this came as a shock,and i am still not over it.
and im wondering if my mom wont faint later.
NOW..
onto my great results.
SOCIAL STUDIES SEQ 23/25.
:DD
'nuff said,ya?
HISTORY
33/50.
after all the trauma of losing to noelle in english and almost failing emath..
it came as a welcome surprise.
;DD
YUP,that's all i got for today.
sucky huh.
im almost sure to be in the bottom ten.
and to think i was anticipating top ten.
SIGH.
OH WELLIE.
how the wind blows.
but it's okay.
i know i've got more inside of me than that.
destined for Greatness, amen?
ALRIGHTS, time to go huh.
byebye.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Wednesday, May 16, 2007
better?much i guess.

AH,it does wonders blogging in private before coming here.
ANYWAY,let me break the not surprising news.
i failed chinese!
before all of you start gasping..
in the entire cohort, only two people passed.
YUP.
that's surprising enough huh?
i barely passed my amath with a 391/2 upon 80.
haha.
but my mom wasnt mad,cos she said i didnt study this time,and said if i studied can get better.
hahahha.
so i shall start studying soon enough!
i dread the results,but a student has to face doomsday one day.
HRMMPHS.
blogging here aint fun.
i shall go READ blogs!
BUHBYE.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Tuesday, May 15, 2007
GOOD DAY!

today was awesome!
it was an official slack day with us watching spiderman2, watching and cheering for the capains ball interclass match( my class didnt win,and the other classes i was rooting for didnt either).
then shrek 3 came out!but was rudely interrupted by some survey thingy in class.
mrs toh came late though, and i started sleeping...and i slept so well that i didnt even realise it when she came into class until Wen Li tapped me on the shoulder!
ahhaha.
but the nap was greeeat man,so refreshing.
teachers should let us take naps.
it works wonders.
Oh yeah, the survey was on teachers, and i wrote exceptionally good ones for mr leong and ms leong.
the rest were not to say,bad, but ya.
hahahaha.
after that, it was hawker for lunch over conversations of blackheads and and ERK.
THEN,it was two whole hours of chinese.
you can imagine how bored i was.
tskkkkkk.
tmr's career day, i cant wait!
im kinda torn between
studying mass comm for three years in poly, before going to Aus uni for 11/2 years.
OR
studying arts in JC.
HMMS?
they sound equally appealing.
hahahhaha.
okok, now i reallly gotta eat.
tooodles

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Maria(Korean Ver.) Singer / Kim Ah-joong

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ZCvXd2pqHU&mode=related&search= from 200 pounds beauty!

this song keeps getting into my head although i dont know what it means and i only know how to sing "MARIA.."

hahaha.

200 pounds beauty- didnt intend on watching it,but im glad i did.

it was a hilarious show with very touching scenes.

went to watch with noelle,eudora and cecelia on eudora's birthdayand The Cathay.

we dressed up in dresses(hmm), and put makeup, thanks to Noelle who insisted everyone had to lengthen their eyelashes,which thankgoodness i didn't. yepyep, and we did our hair..pictures will be posted when cecelia sends them

haha,we took the couple seat for the movie,but it was a cheaterbug seat. they just removed the handle,but it was a single seat.oh poof. it doesnt matter anyway, not like i was going to need much space OR movement.hahaha.

the show has so many funny scenes!like in the video,the one of the doctor going to reveal her face but realised her nose was crooked or something.haha. and she's just hilarious when she started crying and her jawbone kind of cracked.haha.

ooh,and the sad sad part was when she pretended not to know the dad,and the dad was so happy just to see her. i was GOING TO BAWL FULL TIME,but i kinda restrained it cos i didnt want my friends to laugh,then i turned around, and eudora was sniffing profusely and noelle and cecelia were using tissues!!HAHA.

but you should have seen how the father waved his barbie doll at her, can hear people sniffing and all. SNIFF!

aiyoh,thinking abt it makes me wanna cry too...

ANYWAY. i think the guy in the show is cute!

or more like,mature cute,or goodlooking,whatever.haha

but i cant like him that much because he was such a jerk to Kang Hanna earlier.

wait wait,i know what you guys are thinking..jolyn?korean movie?

dont match la.

ahha.

it was my first time watching a korean movie in the cinema,and i dont think it'll be my last.

hahha.

AH,yesterday was awesome though.

we ate at this posh dimsum place and we spent around thirty over bucks on foood!

and the people were so nice, their service was awesome okay,like they offered us extra chairs for our teeny weeny bags.

it does make a difference when you dress up.

THE FOOD WAS GREAT TOO.

just thinking about the cheecheongfun makes me drool.

honestly,i dont think i can ever go back to eating the normal cheecheongfun.haha.

oh yeah,before that we were at Plaza Sing, which wasnt as nice as The Cathay.

oh, and we kept taking cab.urghh. i'm officially broke.haha

before that we were at cecelia's house,and haha,cecelia washed my hair for me!after which she nose-bled. CHIKONIANG.

i was sitting on the chair,and i had to lean all the way back so that my head could fit the sink perfectly.lol.i almost fell asleep too.

after that, we got changed and did our hair..and SIGH..makeup.

Noelle is VAIN OKAY,dont see her in school like so whatever, when it comes to dressing up, she's just..

AWRH. she did my eyes, my cheeks, my lips,whatever.

and she forced everyone to lengthen their eyelashes, and hers was so long,she could see it herself!!HAHAHA.

and she was obsessed with her hair okay,she kept touching it nonstop.

and i mean, NON-STOP.

but she looked great,which you'll see when the photos and neos we took at Heeren are up.

we took out cecelia's mom's ultra huge retro shades too!

it was SO big,it actually slid off my nose.

haahahah.no,of course i didnt wear it out.

ARh,im rather hungry now, so i'll stop here,ALTHOUGH, our day was much more interesting than that..but whatever.

BYEE

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Sunday, May 13, 2007
just the Ls baby,just the Ls.

can you see that im grinning really big? LIKE :DD
ahh, an unglam pic.
hahaha.
we decided not to take anymore cos we looked horrible.

Ah,pics were from eudora's birthday chalet, courtesy of cecelia.(:
TMR WE'RE GONNA DRESS UP AND BE THE BEST DRESSED PEOPLE IN TOWN!
WOOHOO.
tmr,photos galore.
yippee!
my mom wont allow me to wear my nice dresses though,so i gotta make do with the nurse uniform.
hahahahahha.
OH WELL.
i look good in anything,right?right!
HAHA
JUST KIDDING.
okok, tmr's geog,but i dont really care.do i?no i dont.
hahaha.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Saturday, May 12, 2007
Tired, yes, tired, not lazy.

Ah..today was the dreaded day that my sister went back to Aussie...
sigh..
i miss her so so so much.
and the house seems so.. BLAH..DEAD...BORING without her.
and i think it's the first time i actually kinda cried when she went back.
so so sadddddd........
I MISS MY SISTER!
I LOVE MY SISTER!
AND IM GOING TO VISIT HER SOOON!
after the o levels, WOOOHOOO~
and, spain, here i commee!
HOLA!!
so many places,so little time.

oh yeah, today noelle and i went to vivo to buy pressies.
and let me share with you one of my pet peeves.
PEOPLE LEANING AGAINST THE POLE IN THE MRT TRAIN WHEN MY HAND IS STILL THERE.

YES,YES. if you are one of them, kindly change this bad bad bad habit.
so okay,i was grabbing onto the pole,which is what it's supposed to be meant for,
and this lady suddenly decided she could not take it and actually LEANED ON MY HAND.
and i didnt think she was expecting me to react, cos when i TSKEED really loudly and turned around to stare at her, she got quite shocked.
so i thought, that took care of her.
i was WRONG.
she leaned again!
and this time i shifted my hand to above her hair.
and i kept looking back to glare at her.
YES.
i dont get her.
if you're tired, you have a back problem,
kindly raise it up to me, and i would gladly let you have the pole as support.
BUT NO, YOU DONT PUT YOUR ENTIRE BODY WEIGHT ON MY HAND.
YOU JOLLY WELL KEEP YOUR BODY PARTS TO YOURSELF.
yes, i find it very very very disgusting to have your body juices on my hand.
URH.
and i have something against people looking and touching in a non-subtle- way.
WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?
KEEP YOUR PAWS AND EYES TO YOURSELF OKAY.
urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Public Transport Etiquette.
the people need to be enlightened.
okay,im rather tired now,so i shall blog about eudora's bday tmr.
see ya

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Wednesday, May 09, 2007
I LOVE MY SISTER!

yeahyeah,i love my sister more than any other cute guy.
hahah
and i miss her loads too!!
sigh..yesterday i ditched my studying time for amath to spend time with her.
we were initially supposed to just go for a drink at tiong..
but she had a clothing prob.
haha
shall not reveal it here,cos it's quite the embarrassing.
so we walked round tiong looking for safety pins.
ANYWAY,that's not the point.
the point is..I loved spending time with her yesterday.
laughing about her trip to china until i couldnt walk properly.
laughing at THE FLAW in her clothes.
OH,and the fact that she ordered ice coffee,and it came out like shitwater.
YUP..it was a great stress relief..and i only wished it lasted longer.
CHERISH YOUR SIBLINGS,cos when they're gone..you miss them bad..REAL BAD.
Absence makes the heart grow fonder.
i cant wait for holidays so that i can go visit her!
anw, she's flying back this saturday..sighhh.
SO MANY THINGS TO DO,SO LITLE TIME

this morning i didnt have CHEM,so cheryl and i went to macs for breakfast.
and she copied me!
ate exactly the same thing!
big breakfast and icedmilo,which was a mistake cos later both of us needed the toilet.
cos everybody knows icedmilo makes you......or rather, ME..wanna... ****.haha.no,it's not fart.
SO anyway, we intended to study amath,but i should have know..
with cheryl around,it's kinda impossible.
THEN later,being the ultimate kiasu jo,
i brought out my chickens essence to drink.
HAHAHAHHAHHA.
then i left the bottle there so people would think that macs actually sells chickens essence!!
ahahhahahahhhahahhhaha.
lame?yes.
funny?YES!
i think it's funny.
HAHAHHA.

Anw,today was a math,it was a nightmare.
the first time i attempted the paper, my heart stopped.
thank goodness my second attempt was much better.
i kinda blanked out halfway though,
and i wrote a prayer on the front page of the paper,
and the teacher saw me and she was like "HMMMMS.." i can almost see the thought bubble" PYSCHO"..
oh well.
it helped by the way.
i realised i had ALOT of careless mistakes.
anyway,mid years is officially a failure.
i have dropped from a high achiever to an underachiever.
OH WELLL.
tmr's physics,shall study now,buhbyeee.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Sunday, May 06, 2007
Who compares to You?

Who compares to You
who set the stars in their place
You who calmed the raging seas
that came crashing over me

Who compares to You
You who bring the morning light
the hope of all the earth
is rest assured in Your great love

You are magnificent, eternally
Wonderful, glorious
Jesus
No one ever will compare to You Jesus
When the evening fades

You call forth songs of joy
As the morning wakes
We Your children give You praise

You are magnificent, eternally
wonderful, glorious
Jesus
Noone ever will compare to You Jesus

Been so caught up in my studying and studying, and more studying
I've failed to remember I had a God who is bigger than my mountains.
I have a God who's able to calm the seas in my life.

Had many affirmations about stepping out, and acceleration in my growth.
and it's very very encouraging.
scary, but encouraging.
it scares me that God intends for me to do more,
to step out more.
But at the same time there's an anticipation
to know what else the Lord has in store for me.:D

And throughout this period of exams
I pray that the Lord will be a rock on which many of us will lean on:)

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Saturday, May 05, 2007
taking a break from bio

What is your middle name?* BOBO.
What color is your mailbox?* ugly silver.
Have you ever hit a deer?* havent even seen one
Do you have to drive over a bridge to get home?*i dont know how to drive,period.
What color is your room?* blue.yes,not green.
Do you know anyone with the sameringtone as you?* not yet.
What do you do first in the morning?* eat a little something and go back to bed
What brand is your printer?* Epson.
Who was your kindergarten teacher?* OOH.mrs lee, ms doris.i loved all of them and they loved me too(:.
What is your ringtone?* some boring thing that was provided in the phone.my phone's usually on silent anyway,so it doesn't matter.haha.
Are you taller than your mom* i would like to think so
What curse word do you say the mostwhen your pissed?* WALAO EH.ok,so that's not a curse,but it IS what i say the most.
Does anything hurt on your body rightnow?* my neck.and my head.
Do you often cry during a movie?* OH,YES!over anything!
Last phone call you received?* cecelia.
Last text message? And what was thatabout?* Trinity.come for pre-service ministry time and receive healing!
Do you hate your life?* No.why,do you hate mine?
Do you get mad easily?* Yes.very easily.
Are you cold?* definitely not.i'm just cool.;)
Do any of your friends have kids?* peers,no.
What is the ugliest color to wear inyour opinion?* I used to think it was purple,but now i dont think there is an "ugly colour".
Have you ever liked someone who allyour friends hate?* not LIKE,persay,but didnt exactly hate either.
What brand are the pant/jeans you'rewearing right now?* im not wearing pants or jeans.
How tall are you?* 158.8 (yes,0.8cm in two years).
What is the closest green object?* handphone pouch.
Who do you hate the most right now?* YOU,YOU,AND YOU. i dont hate WHO,i hate WHAT,and WHAT would be my chinese paper.
What is your favorite video game?* streetfighters!!HAHA.just kidding,that's the only game i remotely know how to play.
Do you have any TV shows on DVD?* I AM LOOKING FOR HANAKIMI WITH ENGLISH SUBTITLES.
Are you wearing make-up?* almost never do.
What time is it right now?* 3.47pm
Where were you in the last 24 hours?* in bed.
Is there anything you regret?* YES. very.

HOW MUCH HAVE YOU CHANGED IN 4 YEARS"
>> -------------4 years ago----------->>
1.) How old were you? 12
2.) Where did you go to school? Beloved Radin Mas
3) Where did you work? i was in a world where working didnt exist.haha
4.) Where did you live?same as where i live today
5.) Where did you hang out?tiong bahru, taxi stands, libraries.haha.
6.) Did you wear glasses?YES
7.) Who was your best friend(s)?> Sherrie, Hamidah,Barathi,Jeann.haa
8.) How many tattoos did you have?none
9.) How many piercing did you have?none
10.) What car did you drive?a flying one
11.) Had you been to a real party?YES,you know the Mcdonalds birthday parties!they made us join hands and walk around the whole place with balloons.whoopeedoo
12.) Had You had your heart broken? at twelve.. i dont think so..
13.) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?> taken
-------------2 years ago-----------
1.) How old were you? 14
2.) Where did you go to school?Queensway
3.) Where did you work?still in the workless era
4.) Where did you live?same old same old
5.) Where did you hang out?hawker centres
6.) Did you wear glasses?YES
7.) Who were your best friends? you know who you are
9.) How many tattoos did you have?zero
10.) How many piercings did you have?two
11) What car did you drive? a walking car
12) Had your heart broken?yes yes yes
13. Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?> married.i was married to ronald mcdonald.(:
-----------------Today-----------------> --->>
1.) How old are you?16
2.) Where do you work?> queensway slavedrivers
3.) Where do you live?same old same old
4.) Do you wear glasses?YES,new ones
5.) Who are your best?the Ls.the Church.
6.) Do you talk to your old friends?> occasionally.
7.) How many piercings do you have?> 2
8.) How many tattoos?zero
9.) What kind of car do you have?> a smashin' car!haha
10.) Had you been to a real party?i didn't know there were fake ones
11.) Has your heart been broken?yes. oh my ronaldmcdonald!
12.) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?> Single! ronaldmcdonald ditched me.NO,i DITCHED him,cos i caught him sitting with many people.
and he doesnt know how to avoid the rain.
HAHAHHAHAHA
ok,i think it's time for my third nap.
the dongdong qiang downstairs is quite a headache.
seeeeee ya.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Friday, May 04, 2007
pictorial high

the phone cam has a very very nice effect
AH..wanna know why we're so happy?
OUR LAST DAY IN CHOIR!!
WHOOPEEE
and this purple uniform will never see the light of day again
stupid faces,stupid jokes,i miss rena~


old pic, but love it(:
AHAH.
pardon the influx of pictures.
haave been going on a picture high lately.
ahahha.
today has been non stop laughter for me.
all thanks to cecelia and the crazy devianart website.
HAHA.
shall now return to the world of Bio and enzymes and substrates.(:
have a goood day

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

yummy!

sweeeeeeets ( and i like my chocolate) (: says:
hahhaha
chocolatte(and i like my sweets) (: says:
lol



AHAHA. guess who?

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

A JOKE A JOKE!

ahahha.
i have a joke!
that you might find LAME,but i dont care.
it's my blog,and im going to post it up!!
you know how when we comb our hair, sometimes strands will fall out?
yeah,and garytan HAD to make a comment
tan:EH LI HEOK,you have hair all over your back.
ME: EH MR TAN,you have NO hair on your head.
(:
AHAHHAHAHA.
then he was like"EH,want to die ah?!"
hahhah.
i dont mind dying for that.
his reaction was PRICELESS.

then noelle stepped it up with another one she told me abt
MJ:hey,you watched spiderman 3 alr?
Noelle:not yet..you?
MJ: me too..
(then they talk abt the cinemas all over singapore being fully boooked and stuff)
MJ:of cos la..because i'm in the movie!
(her name is mary-jane)
Noelle: OH really? you look better ON-SCREEEN!!
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
oh my goodness
when i heard that i couldnt stop laughing.
it's so insulting!
but can burst the inflated ego of ppl..like.. ME!
haha.
NO use la.
my ego too big alr.
burst alr still can blow up a new one.
hehe.
YAWNS.
suddenly ah..
i miss alot of people.
haahah.
SIGH.
i cant wait for my sis and kennethkor to be back!
We're gonna try out the coke+mentos thing.
i know it's really old,but kenneth wants to try it,and see it happen right before our very eyes!
he's gonna buy like three rolls of mentos.
WHEEE.
HMM.
beijing.
I HOPE my sister bought some imitation jackets.
haha
i NEED new jackets.
my sister says i should ditch my white jacket.
ALRIGHTEY.
i am quite hungry,shall make myself a sandwich!(:
goodday!

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

CHINESE,YES CHINESE

hello everybody,jo here just had her social studies and chi paper 2.
social studies was alright,made a few booboos here and there,but shouldn't be that bad.
BUT CHINESE WAS A KILLER!
STUPID STUPID CHINESE
AHHHHH!!
you know,the cloze passage was done purely by guessing and eeni minnie mo!
AND THE COMPREHENSIONS WERE HORRIBLE.
i only understood ONE comprehension perfectly,and that comprehension had only one question,and it was worth two marks.multiple choice.
HOW GREAT IS THAT?!
the rest of the compres about HUO CHE,CARTOON,and whatever nots were NONSENSE.
i see NO LINK.
and i didnt understand a single thing,except what i just mentioned.
i wrote crap for all the "gan xiang" and "kan fa" questions.
and though my teacher told me the answers cannot be copied,i copied wholesale.
because that was the only way to save me from a zero.
ARH.
oh yah,for the first fifteen minutes of the paper,i had an uncontrollabe urge to laugh out loud to ease the tension.
cos it seemed like everyone's stress waves were surrounding me,i could practically feel everyone's pressure.
haha.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
chinese is horrible.
and for all the open ended questions,i wanted to write in english and write gibberish like "hello,i dont understand the passage,and am therefore writing something YOU probably wouldnt understand either!"
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
In my social studies textbook,it is stated that english language was introduced as a link language to improve communication and break down racial barriers,whilst mother tongue was used to teach moral values.
What im thinkking is,
WHY CANT MORAL VALUES BE TAUGHT IN ENGLISH?!
is the nature of english vulgar or something?
WHAT IS WRONG WITH "CLASS,filial piety is very important"/
why must it be" xue sheng, ni men yao xiao shun fu mu qing".
HUHUHUHUHUHUH.

AND, why not just teach english?
then we'll all have racial harmony!
see, now we have malay. english. chinese.tamil. and all the dialects.
when people scold us, we dont understand.
when english insults are used,we're looked as pompous.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE?????
WHY CHINESE!
WHY CHINESE!
WHY CHINESE!

AWRHHHH.
GO AWAY CHINESE CHARACTERS.
i would give anything to have the old system back.
at least learning hanyupinyin secured me a grade!
DISTINCTION FOR CHINESE?
forget it man.
i was so, SO SO SO tempted to give up,but i do not want to stay back everyday for chinese!
YES,everyday.
and guess how long chinese oral practice will be?
THREE HOURS.
i never want to speak in chinese again.

suddenly,syllabus B looks so so tempting.
(:
yummmy.


ANYWAY.
this is a boring post, i know.
blame chinese.
it sucked the life out of me.
-CHINESE BE GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Tuesday, May 01, 2007
more pics!

see,i look normal.but my lovelove looks retarded.haha
OKAY,now we both look retarded
she has itchy hands.
"hi,im cecelia and these are my two dolls,eudora n jo"
=="




AHAHAH.i look red.
tadah.
not enough time for a long post today,am crashing my aunt's house to study.
see ya!

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me