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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Break-ups!

HELLO!HELLO!HELLO!(ehchoes)

okay.
when i first started out,my mind was a blank.
but now,
i feel this PASSION to blog about.haha.

GET OVER IT.
break ups.girlfriends.boyfriends.loveydoveys.
okay,so the relationship didn't work.
give urself two weeks to moan and groan about the "what-could-have beens","why,oh why","how could he/she!?"(i know,self pity feels like therapy),then get started on snapping OUT of it.
the pain feels SO humongous that u cant feel anything else(or so i've heard),and it seems like it'll never end as long as you both shall live.and oh,man,u SO wanna stop feeling this way,but u've got no other choice or option.
what.a.lie.
you just made a choice to feel this way.

and trust me,moaning abt ur past love doesnt make u look like a tortured artistic soul.
after a prolonged period of time,it just seems a wee liddle pathetic.

haha.okie.i know this seems comin on abit too harsh,but when someone talks to me telling me he/she's heartbroken he/she doesn't know how to live, AWRHH.
Still, i apologise to whoever's going through that now and feels offended.(:
im not belittling your hurt or whatsoever.

Still,if u want a remedy
i'll say GOD is the key.
GOD was what helped ME get over it.
and GOD should be the focus of your life anw,not some breakup.
breakups cause mammoth emotional pain,but it's not going to last.
someday, you're gonna be able to deal with it.
and then you'll realise,
that God should be the one you should be focusing on.

church camp is approaching!
it gets me on high,yet there's this fear that it'll be the same situation year after year.
im just praying,that i wont have the mentality that camps are always the same thing.
i dont wanna have that deafeted mentality.
SO it's up up and away for me!

and im guessing that sets me apart from those who refuse to snap out of it.

God cant mend ur heart,unless you give Him the broken pieces.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Monday, November 20, 2006

memories<3

my two aunts, alicia and me(:
this was where i was winked at by that bald guy!
baldguy.stupid chikopeh.haha.
WINK WINK WINK.
hope he gets stuck there and he goes around with that expression and some brave enough girl will go smack his face.
anw,it was a night to remember(:

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

dreams dreams dreams

my cousin just told me he's going australia to study and possibly work there next year.
SIGH.
everybody's going off!
i've got lesser and lesser cousins!
BOOHOO.
i know noone's saying it out loud.
but there's this big question mark about whether i'll be going to aus to study too.
HAHA.
aussie's great and all.
the weather,the scenery(not just the guys),the food.
but hey,if i can do well in singapore?
and get married in singapore?
HAHA.
coolness.
i just remembered!
at church they asked what if u had one achievement in life.
and i said.
to dance.and hopefully marry my dance partner=)
HOW SWEET right.
someone remarked it was like step up.
mmm,i wouldnt mind if channing tatum was my dance partner.
hubbahubba!haha
mm.
i cant wait for princesshours to start.
i agree with josh,it makes girls dream and have expectations.
haha.
but dreams DO come true.
and let's look at it from another point of view.
it's a guideline for guys to follow!!
haha.just kidding.
it'll be so cliched.
but still sweet.(:
man,i LOVE non-sappy korean dramas.
OKAYOKAY.
i'll cease with all the loveydovey talk.
it's making you sick,i know.
so im off to view videos on youtube.

-muchasgracius-

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

eudora loves me love eudora.
haha.
okie,u can tell im really bored.
zzzzzzzz
u know whatt.
all my pics are of me with LONG hair.
haha.
i dont think ive taken any pics with my short hair.
who wants to be the first!!
lol
okie dokies,
im really bored outta my wits.
no mood to blog.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

old pics!

neos bring out the best in us

ghastly fashionistas at the esplanade

we've got all tha love in the world

even water doesnt damper our spirits

toilet essentials

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Sunday, November 19, 2006

yes,my hair.

OKAY,i know everyone wants to know what i have to say in defence of my hair.
I LIKE IT.
well,for the most part.
so,why quibble?
i paid for it,
i admit i slept throughout,leading to a not very desired hairstyle.
but i think it looks fine,
some think it looks cute(:
and some,(JARED!!) thinks it looks like a fish tank,with goldfishes.
and many think i look like ST.
say it once,it's funny,i admit.
say it twice,it's amusing.
say it thrice,it's annoying.
say it so, ENOUGH is enough la.
okay?
i like it.
HASSLE FREE MAN!
say bye bye to the hair dryer!
oh yeahhh.
k,so maybe it isn't my desired hairstyle.
but it's pretty decent.
so it's alright to give constructive,comments.
but zip with the insults la.
after all,
goodlooking girl with any haircut,also look nice(;
HAHA.
okok,im KIDDING!
but as long as i dont look like a retard,im cool.
and you should too.
(:
i think this post is enough la.
i feel so self centered.
talking abt my HAIR.
SO SUPERFICIAL!!
okok,see yaa.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Be Glorified

YES IM BACK!:D
alright,i reckon this is gonna be a serious post.
recently i've been rummaging through my old stuff..and yeah,i guess it really got me thinking.
for quite a period of time,i've been reallly NUAH in my walk with God,and somehow,i didnt feel like doing anything to change it. And i knew it was wrong,but i just felt like i couldn't do anything. got me really low,and nothing anyone could say could wake me up.
Then after reading certain letters,God just popped this question into my head,"what happened to your faith?passion?love?" i really didn't know how to reply.but i didn't have to know,cos God knew.and somehow the song
I like You
I love You
I want all to see
Without You,Jesus,there would be no me
I wish i had a symphony,
but my simple gift is me.

All God is asking for,is really,like what bro vic preached today,your heart.
and i dont know how to put it into words,but it's just.
hmmm.
when you submit yourself to God,
there's bound to be sacrifices.
and somehow,it's always hard to really,REALLY sacrifice certain things.
and some things,just been in my heart for real long,too long.
it's going to take ALOT to forget it.
another problem?
all the leadership talk going around.
i feel like im not up to it.
maybe it's got something to do with my relationship with God.
and that's going to improve soon.
but i dunno how to go about this leadership thing.
the certainty that was there is now gone.
and, i do want to go to a deeper level of worship.
i dont wanna be stagnant,like what bro vic always tells me.
and it's gonna take hard work,i know.
temptations come in many many different forms.
and some are just so subtle.
like,
the sphere of influence around me.
i have great friends,no doubt.
but holy?pleasing to God?
that's another thought.
please dont be offended,you guys are in my life for a reason,and i love you people.
but i need to be accountable to people who are better equipped to teach me the right things,to lead me to the right path.
another thing i need to control?
my anger.
it leads me to say so many things that i fought so hard not to say.
and now it spills out almost instantly.

ALRIGHT,no more excuses.
time to get my act together.
and glorify God in my life.

Does your life scream of God's Glory?

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me