best friends forever : high school musical♥

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

I KNOW,I LIED.
i just have this overpowering urge to blog.
i know majority wont read,but WHO CARES,right?
hmm.
I MISS ------.
yes,ALL of you know who im talking about.
NONO,not applegg,not secfour,not dropdead.
:D
okay,i know im really mean to keep harping on it,
but,it's JUST there..u know?
no,you obviously dont. -rolls eyes-
your letter makes my cry.
memories make me smile.
and you make me laugh.
hahhahha.
-righht-
ee.i feel so sentimental. it's so.urh..FOREIGN.
sentimental is bad thing,in literary terms.that's what chris says.
DANG.DANG.
what am i gonna do about you,you bobo!
haha.
you're neither here nor there.
i dont know how're you doing.
you dunno how im doing.
but im clinging onto this thin feeble shred of childish hope.
that insignificant promise we made then,which surprisingly,i still remember.
how you felt when i went out with others.
how I feel when you're someone's special someone.
how you look like when you're shy
when you're happy.

my heart didn't actually shatter to pieces when u told me about her.
but it felt like,"oh i knew it would happen sooner or later"
THEN,
it all comes.
it would end up perfect.
one day,it'll form the perfect puzzle.
and till then,im waitng.
and comparing everyone with you.
and Not daring to speak to you on msn!
ridiculous,i know.
but so real.

WAHH.
that was scary.
OKOK.
stop stop.
I GO read comics.
BUHBYE.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

you know what?
i always want to start out each post wanting to talk about yesterday but i end up talking about earlier stuff.
haha.
not happening this time,i promise.
actually,nothing interesting happened yesterday anyway.
haha.
it is kind of sad now that the sec fours are gone
no more eye candy.
and now our recesses are with sec twos!!
eeeyerhh.
i have nothing against the majority.
but the minority..(ok,cue for me to zip my mouth)
OH,i dont mean to ahem,brag.
but mrs toh gave me chocs and sweet(:
for being tops in eng and humans.
A-HEEHEE.
okie,actually,that's nothing.
haha.
it's not an a1 so i shouldnt be so proud.
erm..let's go on to afterschool!
i waited with cecelia for her mum,yeah,say im nice.
then i WAnted to go home, but decided to join josh and ivan for awhile at the hawker.
YESYES.there were underlying causes.
=)
like free chicken rice!haha.
(sorry,i just noticed something random. PSI:51. it's going DO-WN!)
okay,back to hawker.
just to clarify,since monkey asked,
IVAN/JOSHUA IS NOT MY BOYFRIEND.(i dont have one,you bobos!)
APPLEGG IS MERELY EYECANDY
alright,as long as that's crystal clear.
oh,never ever let alex know ur once-crushes. HE'S BRUTAL.
ANYWAY,i went home.bathed.and made my long journey to tampines.
"it's a long long journey.....sometimes it feels noone understands,i dont even know why i do the things i do"-Corrine May
haha.
I hate crowded mrts!
and standing opposite twits.
lol.
it's cringe-worthy,seriously.
i know the sound of the mrt is really loud,but there's no use to show off loudspeaker voices.
haha,i know my own friends can be loud,but they dont do it on purpose.
And even if we do,it's alright cos im pretty sure we speak GOOD ENGLISH!
the urge to take out my mp3 was overwhelming,but i figured it wouldnt be able to overpower the mrt unless i turn it to max volume which could spoil my hearing ability.
ANYWAY,they went off finally,thank goodness.
and i was lugging my oh-so-heavy bag to sit when this middle aged woman rushed,literally,rushed over and sat and avoided my eyes.
YES,it was obvious i was intending to sit there.
anyway,i decided to be magnanimous and wait for more people to get off at the next stop.
once again,let me hear it that im nice!
Alright.
finally reached tampines and received a slobbering kiss from my dog.(:
OH,for dinner we went Geylang.
red light district.
the dimsum was nice.
but the sight wasn't.
I WISH i had changed into something besides shorts.
ughh.
ALOT OF CHIKOPEKS!
yucksyucksyucks.
then we pased by one hotel,SO many..prostitutes.
it's quite sad,actually,to have that as your job.
sigh.
im blessed,truly blessed:D
and i kept falling asleep in the car.sorry about that,lix.
hahaha.
AND you know what.
IM TIRED.
SO BEGONE.i dont wanna type anymore.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

YESTERDAY.

yesterday.was a MONDAY.(:
okay,i couldnt think of another way to start.
im kinda hung up on this" hi,this is jolyn reporting live from -----" thing after we took SO many videos in class that day.
sidenote-i just read juztin's blog. i just realised my english is NOTHING compared to his,NOTHING.haha. work harder all you band one people!
okay.
i wanna rant about the girls day out.
here's a piece of advice
Girls,never ever sit at the END of the UPPER deck of a double decker bus.
especially if there are FUNNY people there too.
cecelia,eudora,noelle,delia and and me.
we were having SO much fun there.
then about five to six indian guys came up.
AND talking really loud and laughing like HYENAS.
speaking in their native tongue,of course,and looking at us with their shifty eyes.
UGH.
we really couldnt take it,so went to the lower deck and they started mixing tamil with hokkien vulgarities.
didnt do much for them,really.
those,coupled with hysterical shriekings, only got them Stares.and not friendly ones too.
ANYWAY,after we got down,we made the mistake of looking up,and they waved to us and pointed the finger.
and though i couldnt hear them laughing,i could see their mouths wide open and pink tongues waggling.
and though their main objective wasnt to look like hungry hippos,that was exactly what it seemed like to me.
ALRIGHT,onto happier things..like MONKEY's birthday!
we got him a teeshirt,and dogtag.
he said it was abit too short,pity.
but his pressies weren't cheap okay!
im officially broke.
anyway,we went for his birthday bbq..though i spent more time screaming in the water than eating.
beware of wenli!she's strong.and kelvin too!
haha.
and JIACHUN!eudora says he's really strong.
and his reaction was funny.
like a mad bull.
grrrr.
and monkey's mommsie?IS WAY COOL.
Like all other fun-spoiling security guards,
they came over,
and BLAHBLAH.
and aunty just went"i know what to do,you dont spoil our mood"..and proceeded to poke his shoulders.
i know they're doing their job..but ARGH!
all i can hope for is that i never become a security guard next time.
alright,this post is done for now.
(:
i really AM making up for those periods of absence.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

WEDDINGS!

alright,let's talk about Bro Vic and Sis ShuYi's wedding!!
i have no pics..but joan took LOADS.she went wonkae with the cam and started pulling monkey faces and snapping every minute.
AND ME? i lovved my outfit.but i hate my boots.i need comfy boots! that murderous pair was KILLING me,and if not for ice cream i would have DIED.(:
Bro Vic sang Tong hua!ahha.kie wu would have loved it,he loves everything twittish.it was a lil cliched,but otherwise SWEET. yep. hmm..i wonder how my wedding would be like in the future.
PRINCESSY?
UNGLAM?
will i trip and fall?
will i look fat in my gown?
will i look good in my photos?
will i remember the vows?
will i cry and not stop?
will my ring bearer drop the ring?
will the ring not fit due to my blobby finger?!
will my flower girls turn shy and refuse to walk down the aisle?
will my bridesmaid step on my dress?
what song will be playing when i come down the aisle?
WHAT IFs..HOW..WHEN..WHERE.
pre-wedding jitters.
hahaha.
more importantly though.
WHO WILL I MARRY
WILL GOD BE THE CENTRE OF THE RELATIONSHIP?
hmm.you know what?i side-tracked!LOL.
anws,this should get all the girls fantasising about the weddings.
OH..i forgot about the guys.
must be freaking out now.
HEE.
OKIE,im writing another post.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Sunday, October 15, 2006

RESULTS!

results results results.
maybe u're not interested but ivan is. he msged me TWICE asking.
so in any event that u forget..
eng paper2:32/50.-yeah it sucks i know.
emath-62/100.
amath-33/80. the only subject i failed
chi-49/80. yes,alex got 10 more marks than me. the humiliation.
sci-57.5/100.-expected la.
humans-somewhere in the 60 range.-UNDER-PERFORMANCE.
p.geog-61/100.-highest in my class..11th in 301.
my lit is still unknown! AWRHHH.

anws,onto my LCELL yesterday.
i love my cell.
i love my cell.
i love my cell.
cos they're SWEET.
ahh.
we had to write encouragements and stuff to each other and here's mine:
raine-i have a sensitive soul.(:
tuna-i have hyena's laughter.
nonya-she loves me lots.(i love her lots too)
ann-I AM A TOTAL BIMBO.
char-SING SING SING OUT LOUD
mad-i should like the colour pink cos it's my nature.
MMPH. so sweet right?yeahh.

OOKIE.
bro vic's wedding is next sunday!
i found a supah dupah nicce outfit.
white top and brown skirt.
it's very parisian-like.
woohoo!
dresses dresses.
oh gosh, i AM a bimbo.
-flicks hair-

alright,im signing off.
and to those who haven watched she's the man,YOU SHOULD!

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me