best friends forever : high school musical♥

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Good day, someway or another

whee!today would have been a good day..if not for mskoh's obsession over skirts!
early in the morning she came up to me and said" i handed all your names to the DM. there will be a surprise check today". got ALL of us so worrried..so i switched skirts with chloe and tongying..and boy..chloe's skirt was SO long! it was even longer than my usual length!had to walk around holding my skirt up cos i just wasnt used to it!yeahh..anyways..waited..and waited..and NO surprise check. booO!!! okay,anyway.today's assembly was dead boring. Mr Hoo was droning on and on..and i was already going to sleep.zzzzzzz. yeahh..then after that had enrichment in classroom..was pretty interesting..and i think the teacher was biased..cos he gave all the girls sweets just for sitting down and keeping quiet and looking" demure" as he said it.wahahha!yeapps.. whee! nat and i are wearing dresses for masquerade!am not sure if jeann and joan are tho. whee!dress!dresS!hahas.k im craazzae. oh yeah, thanks,cecelia for that anklet! so nice! it was diff shades of blue aand silverr!=D
tmr im gna have to wear my long skirt.i have this urge to wear the short one to sch on friday. and give my mom and tcher a shockk!whee!=)

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Sunday, May 22, 2005

Weddings!

today was bro Terence and Sis Shufen's wedding day!whee.
AND i wore a dress. and a PINK one to be exact. mm. but i loved it. apart from the strap thing.=x
reached there early with mom..yeahh..then jeann came in a skirt!wheet. jeann looks REALLY GOOD with a skirt, no doubt.
the youths had to stand at the balconey upstairs..and i couldnt see the whole thing!only the kissing part which Sis Shufen was so shy, and everytime Bro Terence leaned forward,she went backward!
Oh and for some reason or another,sis shufen reminded me of my sis. maybe cos they both have freckles..ALmost the same dress..and i dno,that angelic look?hahas.
lardeelarr. the food was good..although the old folks TOOK EVERYTHIN!
joan,nat and i were like" ahemms. the grandson's plate was like full of sushi!and they took everything!!when it came to us, there was only three left. boo.
mmpph..then we took pics..where i was pressurized to remove my specs=x.hahas/
right..on to home..was playing with bessie while sitting on the comp chair..and i rolled over my toe!twice! yeah..part of my skin and flesh came out..and blood too. sighhs. so pain. and my toe looks disgusting.eww.
k..too lazy to type..
goodnight=)

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Saturday, May 21, 2005

Church

whee! i managed to bring mark to church today=D
honestly,when mk asked me to invite him..i was so tempted to just leave it as it is.i was thinking that he would reject it anyway,so why do it? then i thought of stuff like reaching out to your friends..and i didnt wanna see him live his life without God..so yeahh..somehow i managed to get him to church..and the next morning i woke..i was kind of dreading it.like..oh man..he's so vulgar..how am i gona tame it and will he understand and stuff. yeaps.
but i feel kinda bad now.he wasnt too bad.he came to cell..and yes..he did get a few stares,but overall..i think he was pretty fine with it.=D
yeah..then it came to service, and when it came to prayer,he was like..ermms?hahas.yeah.he felt weird. then at worship,he jumped and stuff.yeahhs.during service, he was a lil distracted,but then again,when the pastor mentioned something,he would comment which showed he was listening which surprised me cos i thot he would just sms or sleep or something.yeaps, it was a pleasant surprise and a good sign=)
then during altar call..we didn't go up..and when we were worshipping,he actually closed his eyes and sort of sang along..and yeaps,once again,that was unexpected.but it was good.
yarpps. and the good thing is he's pretty open about attending the next service.
hehe. so please make friends with him!=)

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

love,depression

so many people are feeling depressed nowadays.
and it's all cause of stuff that COULD have been prevented but just didnt have the will to.
seriously. i mean..most of them are because of relationships.
really, do they know the meaning of love?
i just dont like the immature relationships that bring a little moment of pleasure, then a whole lotta of confusion and sadness.
what's the use of giving away ur time,freedom, and heart away and away..when u reach the perfect one, u've got nothing to give?
mm..the person once said leaving God out of it. but hey,
God is the centre of our life. If you're gonna leave Him out, you're just pursuing the worldly things.is the world that worth it?id very much rather fulfil my purpose in Christ
and what makes you think you've got every business to ask for a person's undivided attention and love just cos u FEEL he or she is the one?
you dont even know if u'll like that person foreverr!
do yourself a favour.
stop hurting others.
stop hurting yourself.
and snap out of it. it isnt easy, but if u really want to let go, God can do that.
but that's only if you want to.

to tell the truth, im getting sick and tired of these.
immature relationships and such.
please grow up.
or all u'll do is cause urself a great deal of harm.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Thursday, May 19, 2005

mm..just spoke to jaarvis..and he was going all depressed about his exams and saying stuff like
"im a loser.."
"i wanna die"
"no use living when my results are so bad"
those comments were so extreme. do u really want to die? sighh.
mmph. amazingg. im not talking to -insertname-.
hahas. maybe it's good that i dont.
i dao him like everyday. dont ask me why, but it feels good to do that.
maybe its the only way to get overr.yeahh.
hmm.i wonder if he's gay. he looks like one to me.
wahhahaha.
mmph.
i just said hi.=)
wheee. i feel light and high.
=))
see ya.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

im backk!

whee!this is my first time blogging since i got my internet bacckk=)
my comp isnt very steady now..but whateverr.hmms.i have no idea where to start=D
yeaps..exam results weren't what i expected to get..but life is full of surprises=)
eng-75/100. low a1.
math-54/100. borderlineee.
chi-551/2. borderlinee.
sci-70/100. mr lai praised me!wahahaha.lols.
hist-601/2. 2nd highest in class. i wanna find mr chuaa!!awrrh.
lit-68. blame it on unseen poem.

mmph. im happy!=)
whee. okayy. i think i might be crazy.
and i have a headache. booo.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Monday, May 02, 2005

Message: 1.Do u have ur own room?
yeaps.

2.How many beds are dere?
1.2 matresses.

3.Is dere a fan or an aircon?
bothh.

4.Are dey functional?
yeaps.

5.Do u use em everyday?
definitely. well..fan yes..my mom controls the usage of aircon.

6.Is dere a stereo?
yarpps.

7.Any musical instruments in ur room?
one guitar.

8.Wad are peoples comments bot ur room?
messy.and typical.

9.Do u love ur room?
when i get my bro's room..i'll love it more.

10.Is ur room scary?
if u count the posters of clay aiken and stuff scary..then yeah..its terrifying.

11.Is dere a full-length mirror?
yeaps. a vain person like me definitely needs one.

12.Are dere wardrobes?
yeah.

13.Wads under ur bed?
dust.and fallen things.

14.Wads ur bedsheet color?
light blue.

15.Is dere a soft toy on ur bed?
yeaps.loads.

16.Do u have posters on ur bed?
not on my bed.

17.Are ur walls full of them?
yeah.

18.Wen u lie down on ur bed,u look up...wad can u
see?
lighbulb.

19.Is ur room messy?
definitely.

20.To u, wad is ur room lyk?
sanctuary.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Sunday, May 01, 2005

IM BACK!. for the time beingg

HELLOS EVERYBODY WHO MISSES ME!
hmm.
im too tired to tagg.
but im hereee.whee~
yeaps. i know im badly missed=D i miss u guyss too!well.the majority.hahas.
lalalaalal.
now that im online,im bored.
i guess ure right cecelia, i AM waiting for -insertname-.booo.
lalals. exams are coming,and surprisingly, im cool=D.
im not paranoid or anythingg.hees.dont worry cecelia, i memorised the cheng yus.
XIAODI!! i want to take and receive photos! PICTURES! i MISS PICTURES!
ure in for a hard time. i have like over ninety in my cam.
hehs.
lala.
im bored so i shall make a list of who owes me what.
twin-ipod. (well,actually,not really. i wont know how to answer to my mom)
xiaodi- pizza or sushi.( am waiting..and waiting..and waiting)
godbro-the wedding photos.
and..no more.
i thinkk.
be honest! if u owe me anything,tell me.hahas.

lalalallaal. i shall go back to friendsterr.
and xiaodi, for ur info, i doubt i'll be doing alot of the bulletin posts there. im kinda boredd of that.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me