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Monday, April 11, 2005
laadeelarr.

today was kind of a great dayy.yeaps.apart from the fact that i lost two teeth on the SAME day and yeahh..i have two gaping holes..and everytime i eat chips,they cut into my gum and bleeds.bleahhs.anws,came to school...and my fringe was like so neat and straight..WITHOUT me pinning it up!so cool ehs?haha.muack muacK!I love my hairr.hahas.yeapp..even eudora complimented on it!whee!!i think my fringe deserves a standing ovation!hahas. -clap clap- .okay,then hrmms..noelle wasnt here..so sighh..was kinda sad..but hahas..eudora was pretty fun too. she and i kept doing funny actions and stuff.ladeela.then after dnt..went back to class..saw ivan..i waved..he turned and gave some weird funny shy smile..and i was like..oh!!..dao me!!..sighh..how to be monkey like that?!hahas. anws, went to find noelle and mr tay..and met gaoxing on the wayy!haha.what a pleasant surprise.=D anws..went to the busstop..and once again..i met gaoxing.hahs.then i went up 195..and once again i saw gaoxing board the bus.haahs. then i went down the bus, and once again i saw gaoxing sitting behind.wahahhah!gaoxing everywhere!no wonder im so happy.lalalalalala. =D

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Sunday, April 10, 2005
yesterdayy

yesterday was pretty funn.hees.went for Lcell,core..then cell.yeapps.had a lecture from pastor susie.i guess she was right about us praying too softly.if we're not going to be the one to set an example for the cell?who will do it?yeahh.and i want royal family three to be VIBRANT!hehs.=Dokies.then twin called me twice,like..so impatient!hahas.yeah i know we took a long time but u cant expect cell to finish on time=P. anws,during service,twin kept trying to write -insertname-'s name on my journal!and i kept writing ahems ahems name..or rather,tracing it everywhere.hahas.=P and then he kept flicking me.it's pain okay!bleahh. then during altar call..everyone seemed to be ..like..depressed..and yeahh..i sort of wondered lar. why come to church depressed?maybe its cos we had a hard week and wanted to let it all out at church?sighhh.i never saw church as a place to be depressed tho.and being the person who doesnt know how to console,all i could do was sit next to someone and accomapny them in case they wanted to say something.and i feel so useless.sighh.if i can talk to people in school,why not church?i have absolutely NO idea.bleahh.anws,i went to sit with the boys..and haha..the whole atmosphere changed man..full of jokes and laughter..altho reuben likes to make me the centre of it.hahas.anws,they started looking for cockroaches or insects to scare me so i would run with them while i took pics!whee=D i cant wait for them.PICS!whee.hahas.ok im nuts.yeahh..then jeann started talking to me abt somethin when twin came back and the conver shifted to other stuff.yeaps.well.then mom came and we went home.lalalala.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Friday, April 08, 2005
xiaodi in da hse!

-stutter-stutter- screen pops open image.
haha.! whee!~ okok. I'm in dajie's blog and everything's alright..nth's coming after me to eat me. situation clear. haha. finee. mm..jus to test out the blog abit here and there. seems to be working well. expt dat I recommend changing to some other board. cos tagboard looks super obitt. haha. had a few confusing issues. well..tell me if there's a prob or so yeahhs jie.! =P. Until then. leaving dajie's blog. should be safe noww. AHH!! killer jie! ahh! mayday! mayday..~
-stutter-stutter-silence.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

x-country

whee!today was cross.hmm..went there..and saw -insertname-=D wheee. and the best thing was, i could see him from where i was sitting.walalalala.yeaps..and mskoh looked so cute today!hahas.so different from mdm lim and ms lesley leong..they wore like short skirts!! im like...wha?! the sight was horrible.bleah.
anws..we started running..and eudora and i came up with this strategy..to run till a pit stop..then runn again till we cant take it..and walk till the other stop.yeaps. not too bad. not like last year..practically the last girls. haha. then eudora and i held hands and ran the last 200m of the thing.then everyone was like"les!les!".hahas. like whateverr lar. so funn.wheee. walalala. later ms koh treated us to popsicles.wheeee. then we set at the side of the road and watched the people run....for cecelia;s sake cos she wanted to see chicken.haha. and when he came wooshing in he looked so funny! his hair waaaas like pushed back and his hahaha..sorry cecelia. i cant help it. too funny.=Deven when gaoxing ran in..he looked good mann!hahas.too bad didnt see naddy ehs?yeahh..later we got chased back to the carpark..by mr chng..who had nothing better to do.boo youu!!
mmph.later we went to the shade..and they kept forcing us to sit on the mud..so i squatted for like thirty minutes before giving up..then i sat..and the teacher was like"no standing!SIT!"...and i had this urge to push him and ask him to sit if he thinks its so easy!cant stand teachers like that. he and mr chng. bleaaaah!!.anws..centaur won the overall thingy..unicorn got fourth..
nanana..then wanted to go out to watch movie..but mom didnt allow.sighh.was pretty upset..but then came home and slept for three hours.hees. yawwnns. im still blurr.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Wednesday, April 06, 2005
BRONZE!!

CHOIR GOT A BRONZEE!!wheee!okay.i came here just to post this.so high and happy. WHEE! all that work for this!YAYYY!!!!BRONZE.
and p.s,u know what?our costume was the nicest.hahahhas.i love itt.noww.whee.i dont mind taking pics with it now,xiaodi!heehs.oh, xiaodi looks really good in ur uni.yeaps.trust me,u look dashing.not tt im biased or anything,but u look the best.but daod is the cutest.the worst is zaid and zhihe.haaha.chao ahbeng.bleeahh.okays,gotta go.=D

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

BRONZE!

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

BRONZE!

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Monday, April 04, 2005
soprano v. altos?

sighh.todayy was pretty good. had a good start to the dayy!=Dhee.twin knows why.even tho u didnt reply my msg!hmpf.anws, school was pretty alright todayy..but choir wasn't.bleracck.
i was already singing as loud as i could,okay,shouting as loud as i could..and all "fishball" from altos was to give a dao stare and mumble about how "bu shuang" it was to look at us sing. like hello?!we're already doing our best. and she wasnt even singing!she was just staring and criticisin us!then she started crying.ermms?like when the altos' pitch went screechy, i felt like crying just to show her how stupid she was behaviing.yeahh..then joni was like defending herr..and im like..cmon..why make things so difficult for the whole choir?its almost as if u want to degrade sops.u want altos and sops to be enemies or what? im already beginning to detest some of the altos for that cocky look they give us when its not even them who are putting in the effort.why blame the whole sops for a few people who depend on those who really sing?sighh.some kind of choirr.phew.the people here are so...i dno..hard to bear with?yeahh.sighh. oh great, i need to use the loo.haha. i know im disgusting.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Saturday, April 02, 2005
GET A LIFE!

sighh. was at the airport when cecelia called me. ps,were u crying?sighh. heyy girl..ignore them yeah? they're probably just jealous or sth.yeah.a fake friendster acct?sighh.how low will people stoop down to just to hurt someone?its not as if we're not hurt enough just struggling to find our identity,now we've got to deal with people whose life are so meaningless that they nothing better to do then to go around doing this?i mean,whats with having every word that comes out of ur word is dripping with the stain of vulgarities?why do they think its so cool?what satisfaction do they get when they say the f word or call someone a bitch?i mean, is that what ur whole life is abt?calling people prostitutes and saying they want to have sex?like.. ermms? is that all u want?instead of leaving footprints in people's heart..u wanna leave a scar?cmon.get up,do something constructive yeah?like,u think girls are just mannequins?one u can go right up to their face and say bitch,slut?and just walk away?what,girls are daily life?fool with them for awhile,then dump them?get a life.cos if thats what ur life consists of, u;ve got nothing.u think u're champion just cos u imposed unnecasary hurt on someone?the one who emerges the true winner is the one who can take it and does nothing back to you.and i for one,believe cecelia, u can be that true winner.there are no losers in this world.u dont have to scold them backk.sure, it hurts now,but it wont affect u if u know who u are.stand true in ur identity.dont let senseless words affect you.i mean, all they can say is f,f,and f. u can do so much more. Give God the broken pieces of you heart,and He'll heal you of the pain.God knows the way ure feeling cos He's been through it before.yeaps.and he wants you to grow from this experience.u have choices.choose to have a life.choose to be matured.choose to have the final triumph.what do those words have over you?nothing.they're just blunt darts that might hurt when they first strike,but they dont hold.they dont have a firm grip on u, cos those words are goundless.there's no truth in whatever they say.they're not worth ur tears,not worth ur anger.they take pleasure in hurting people.and those pleasures only last for awhile cos ure not gonna hurt forever.but you,you can choose to have eternal pleasure in the fact that u were able to stand our from the crowd to be different and have self control.now thats what i call coolness!yeahh? dont let words hurt u. ure pretty.ure kind.ure a nice girl.ure a princess.u can choose all that to be rather than that. u can choose ur identity then to allow a few meaningless words to change u. u carve ur own character. not them. Follow the Light of God and you wont be lost.no matter what they do, God and his angels will always be surrounding you,making sure u heal=D. and i intend to be one of them. yeaps.
remember, u always have friends who know the true you and loves u.

yes, it will hurt.God never said it will be easy. but He never said He'll let u suffer alone either.

If God brings you to it,He'll bring you through it.=D
so remember of this and He'll carry you through it all.

yeahs.cecelia.. u are who u are. crafted by His hand. YOU reflect God.
yeaps.
take care,and smile k?
and be honoured,this whole post is about wonderfull you!
"not bad ehs?"

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me

Friday, April 01, 2005
april's fools day

lala. syf's on monday!!sighh.all that work for..eight minutes..probably get COP.hahs.
hmms..let's see..todayy..nothing much..had eng narrative test,in other words,compo.think i wrote out of point,but whateverr...went datalogger labb..showed xiaodi my msg..haha. -swooooons-lalala. ooh. u invented a broom?cool. my shoe..idea is good..design is just....bleahh. twin doesnt believe im in i.t.haha. i made a wonderful innovation k!lala.
went back to ear my cold food..then went to choirr..and everyone was comparing "clobberheels"..haha.and zaid was being disgusting..as usual.=P he was liek sashaying and shaking his butt and being a gu-niang. hahas. but he's a nice gu-niang.he lent me his pocket pc. =). whee. played bejeweled. and i got highest scoree.hahas. oh..and cecelia got so paranoid cos she dropped xiaodi's handfone.haha.she kept asking me how??im like..err?i doubt he'll come around killing u..so just apologize..haha.her reaction was so cute.ohoh..and i tricked zaid by saying he forgot to zip his pants.hahhahaha. he fell for it!aprils fools!haha.and noelle and i made this nudging action that goes with "not bad eh"?..well..technically its me..but now everyones doing that action.hahas. im GOOD!hahas.anww,had sectionals with joni and mae..=/ wasnt that good..but whateverr. i wasnt really in the mood anws. then noelle,eudora,cecelia and me left to buy court shoes..but cos no's mom wasnt there yet..we watched the parade.=D yeahh.nccc..sjab..and cecelia and eudora were so scared of their 'mam..and eudora even tried to climb up the wall!hahhahas.=D yeahh..went to get 'clobbershoes'..as xiaodi puts it..and yeahh..went home.......tadahhhhh.lol.

it's hard to believe,what i couldnt see
but you were always right beside me