hello
all through pri to sec sch 've been so mindful of people, what they think and blahblahblah.
never stood up for myself. never went up to someone to say things i wanted to say.
to me it has never been the quantity of time spent with people, but the quality.
who are my best friends?
they're not the ones i meet every week, neither are they the ones i talk to most often.
they're the ones who i meet up with like only a few times a year or less or even never.
they're the ones that everytime i walk away after meeting them, the conversation we had still stays with me.
so apologies to those who think that i do not care because i do not make the effort to talk.
or to meet.
that's the way i'm wired, and if it clashes with your love language, then what can i say right.
what i'm not going to apologise for is for the way you are trying to make me feel.
(you) is not directed to a specific one person.
i had hell in pri and sec sch.
and i had just about hell enough of it.
dont play games.
this year is a crucial year
in more ways than one.
i will not let things like that from the past to come back and destroy whatever i've built.
if i have done my part, i have done it.
the choice is all your's.
this is something i have been saying over and over again
if you want to share, then i'm all ears.
if you dont want to share, then i'm fine with that too.
if you simply want attention, im sorry to say that thats not what you'll get.
hmm a dozen people are going through my head as i type this and if you think you are one of them, know that i am not pointing a finger at you but simply to for once, make my feelings known.
